"would you like to have another glass of milk? "
His tone was as gentle as if he was taking care of a fragile glass doll.
He was so careful, but Zuo aiai still had no reaction. He held the glass of milk to her lips, and she was like a soulless puppet. She opened her mouth mechanically, and when he poured in a little, she would swallow a little until she finished the glass.
She was forcing herself to take in nutrients for the sake of her child.
He knew.
It was precisely because he knew that he felt even more heartache for her.
His heartache could not be any worse, so much so that it was unbearable.
If it was possible, he was even willing to exchange with her, allowing himself to bear all the pain and all the blows for her.
"Zuo Zuo, I'm sorry. "
Putting down the milk glass, his voice was like cotton, falling gently without a sound.
He did not know if Zuo Aiai had heard, but he just wanted to say it.
I'm sorry, Zuo Zuo.
I'm sorry, Zuo Zuo Zuo.
It's all my fault that I came too late, it's all my fault... ... All of this, it's all my fault ...
I'm sorry, Zuo Zuo.
I'm sorry, Zuo Zuo.
He wanted to apologize. He wanted to repeat this sentence ten thousand times, ten million times, a hundred million times... ...
"Why are you apologizing? "
The girl's voice was ethereal and deep, like a breeze that could not be caught. It brushed past his ears, and he was slightly stunned. Then, he turned his head in disbelief. He just happened to meet Zuo Aiai's eyes as she looked at him. It was direct and calm.
And he was instantly speechless.
"Jin di... why are you apologizing? "
Zuo Aiai asked again. He had always known that she was so smart that he could not hide anything from her. He had never planned to hide anything from her.
Before he found out about Mo Yu's death, he had always thought that after everything was over, it would not be a big deal even if he told her everything. However, he had never expected that there would be such a consequence, such... An irreparable consequence ...
"I'm sorry, Zuo Zuo... if I could have rushed in earlier and not have to worry so much... if I... "
"You have to be more clear, Jin di... What are you apologizing for? "
Zuo Aiai's unusually soft and sensitive words pierced straight into his heart. He did not even dare to look into her eyes.
However, he also knew that all of this would be pierced one day. He had to tell the truth here.
"I'm sorry. Actually, I already knew that you guys were at that place, but for some reason, I did not take action immediately. If I could have acted in time... maybe all of this... "
Zuo Aiai looked at him, the expression on his face a little moved.
Her eyes grew misty, and her hands went from resting on her legs to clutching his sleeves, and her trembling lips seemed to contain the pain and torment that would distort the world.
She just looked at him, and just one look was enough to flood him with guilt.
"excuse me... "
"..."
"Left left... "
"Get out... "
"..."
"GET LOST! "
She still did not have much strength, but these three words were loud and clear. It was as if three blades had cut his heart into three pieces.
But... ...
He had brought this on himself.
He stood up quietly and looked at her sorrowful face with reluctance. He wanted to accompany her, to be by her side when she was in such pain, but if his company had become a kind of pain at this moment.
He was willing to disappear.