She looked at Mu Yixun doubtfully and slowly said,
"You like Akira Mato and then work with Xiao Jiuyan. Yixun, I don't really understand. I thought that if you liked Akira Mato, you would help Akira Mato instead of helping Xiao Jiuyan now. "Moreover, as the guardian of the Akira family, you wouldn't betray master, right? Your behavior is very strange... "...". "..."
Speaking up to this point, Guan Xi softly exclaimed, "but I don't have the right to criticize you for betraying. "
If there was anyone who betrayed her first among the people who kept their promise, it would be her, Guan Xi.
However, it was really hard for her to imagine that Mu Yixun would cooperate with master Xiao Jiuyan.
Mu Yixun's dark eyes were cold. She asked indifferently, "you think my behavior is strange, so will you tell young master? "
"Why would I? "
Guan Xi smiled gently. Her beautiful brows were tinged with a gentle smile. "I'm quite happy that you're working with Xiao Jiuyan. At least with your help, nothing will happen to him in country H, right? "
Mu Yixun said coldly, "you think too highly of me, Xi. "
Guan Xi said quietly, "No, I'm just telling the truth. ". "Akira Mato trusts you the most, Xun. Even if it's me, he doesn't trust me so much. He will listen to what I say, but not because he believes it. But you, no matter what you say, he will think it's true. Because everyone will betray him, only you won't. "
Mu Yixun's fingertips trembled violently.
Everyone would betray the young master.
Only she would not!
If Xi said that, did the young master really think so too?
Mu Yixun's gaze suddenly became as sharp as a knife.
She took a step forward and reached out to Grab Guan Xi's collar. Her delicate face was still as cold as usual. There was no extra expression on her face. She was like a robot that did not know how to make expressions.
However, her voice was as cold as ice
"Guan Xi, anyone can say such things to me, but not you. What do you mean that the person the young master trusts the most is me? Now that you know that I like the young master and the young master likes you so much, you still dare to say such things to me? Don't look down on me! "
Guan Xi was grabbed by Mu Yixun's collar. She followed Mu Yixun's strength and raised her head slightly, revealing her fair and delicate neck.
"Am I wrong? "
Guan Xi smiled slightly. "trust and liking are not the same thing. "
Just like what she said just now.
Akira Mato would listen to her words, but Akira Mato would definitely know that she was lying.
But Akira Mato trusted Mu Yixun 100% .
Mu Yixun's Pale lips trembled. She stared at Guan Xi's smiling face Suddenly, she asked, "tell me, Xi, why don't you like young master? Young master is so good to you and he loves you so much. Young master is such a proud person. He endured everything for you. Why don't you love him? ''
Mu Yixun was working with ninth master Xiao.
However, last night, she saw young master carefully and gently move just to let Xi rest on his shoulder. Then, she revealed a satisfied smile.
Mu Yixun suddenly felt that even if she sent Xi back to Tong City, Xi would be together with ninth master Xiao.
Then would she really have a chance to be with young master?
It was not the kind of relationship between a man and a woman. It did not matter even if she had to be young master's keeper for the rest of her life.
However, if she had to watch young master wallow in the pain of losing Xixi for the rest of her life, would she be able to be happy again?
Why didn't she love Akira Mato?
Guan Xi had never considered this question at all.
If she liked someone, she liked him. If she didn't like him, she didn't like him. Why would there be so many whys?
But now, Mu Yixun asked.
Guan Xi thought for a moment and said softly, "maybe I like apples, but Akira Mato insisted on giving me pears. But I don't like pears, so even if he gave me pears, I wouldn't like them. "
"As long as you change your mind, young master can give you apples too. "
Mu Yixun pressed her step by step. "But you've never given young master a chance. "
Guan Xi tilted her little head slightly and smiled
"Yixun, you like Akira Mato, and now you're speaking for Akira Mato. Do you want me to like him, or do you want me not to like him? Don't you want to be with Akira Mato? "
"Be Together? "
Mu Yixun laughed self-deprecatingly. This expression was very obvious.
It was as if the ice-cold mask that had been covering her face had cracked. "Guan Xi, you know that I hate you, right? "
Guan Xi's clear and beautiful black eyes looked at Mu Yixun quietly.
She still smiled and looked at Mu Yixun quietly, waiting for her to continue.
Mu Yixun's cold voice was a little hoarse There was an indescribable emotion in her voice. "It's not accurate to say that I hate you. I might... hate you a little. "The two of us are the same batch of contract guardians, right? We were both chosen by the young master and entered the Akira family to receive training. But why did you suppress me from the very beginning? be it a competition or a mission, you will always be ahead of me. The young master will always see you as the only one. But you? The young master likes you so much, yet you don't even care about him.
"You carried out a mission and accidentally saved Xiao Jiuyan. You were sent to Tong city by the young master and accidentally married Master Xiao Jiuyan. I thought my chance had come. All these years, I was clearly the one who accompanied the young master and knew what the young master liked... " I was the one who carried out all his orders. You said that the person the young master trusted the most was me. Yes, that was indeed the case... "... "..."
Mu Yixun's eyes were filled with sadness. "but what's the use of all this? When will the young master look at me again? ''
It was useless.
Everything was useless.
No matter what she, Mu Yixun, did, it was useless.
She tried her best to be perfect in front of him. She became a perfect contract keeper and carried out every mission perfectly. However, no matter how well she did, she could not compare to Xi.
Back then, the young master had brought her to meet ninth master Xiao for the first time.
Mu Yixun would always remember that the young master's definition of her was a defective product.
Only when Guan Xi was not in the Akira family could she be a defective product of the Akira family's strongest contract keeper.
"Do you know, Guan Xi, there are many times that I often think that if you were not here and disappeared, the young master would have seen me. "
Mu Yixun looked at Guan Xi fixedly and said in a low voice, "there were a few times that I thought of a way to kill you and make you disappear from this world completely. It's a very dark thought. "
She was a person who kept her promise, but like Xi, she was not completely emotionless.
In fact, at this moment, Mu Yixun's emotions were so intense that they were terrifying.
She had been holding back these words for a long time. If she did not say it, she felt that she would be driven mad.
She Was Jealous of Guan Xi, and even hated her.
If she did not dismiss this dark emotion, a little seed would fall in her heart and take root. It would gradually grow into a vine that would entangle that fragile heart until it rotted.