After a long while, without waiting for Shi Jue's reply, Xia Weiyang's face darkened, and her heart felt suffocated. What is it that you can't tell me and exclude me!
Did he treat me as his lover or not!
Curling the corners of her lips, Xia Weiyang sneered.
Forget it, since he doesn't want to say it, it's useless no matter how hard he tries to force me. Moreover, I'm afraid that I'll make people dislike me.
The more she thought about it, the more Xia Weiyang felt her nose ache. Tears flowed out from her eyes. She took a deep breath and blinked her eyes. She retracted the tears that had not flowed out yet.
"Alright, it's okay if you don't want to say it. I... "
Suddenly, Shi Jue's slender hands held Xia Weiyang's small face and made her look at him.
When he saw the sparkling light in her eyes, his heart ached. He gently wiped her eyes with his thumb. It was all his fault. He had already said that he would not hurt her anymore. Damn it, he made her cry again. "I'm sorry, yang-er. I just don't know how to tell you. "
Seeing the slight disbelief in Xia Weiyang's eyes, Shi Jue said again, "it's true! "
Hearing this, Xia Weiyang's eyes turned. She pushed Shi Jue's hand away and walked to the side to sit down. She looked at the chair opposite her and said, "sit. Tell me what you have to say. I'll listen. "
Shi Jue rubbed his sore temples again and walked over. He sat down and faced Xia Weiyang. He tugged at the corner of his mouth a few times before saying, "yang-er, you should know about the special condition of my body. "
'mm-hmm! '!
Xia Weiyang raised her eyebrows and asked him to continue.
She had a bad premonition!
"Back then, I was still young when I was captured. I didn't know anything. "When I was captured by them, I saw some bad scenes. "those people were simply animals. I saw with my own eyes that they defiled many kidnapped girls. Some of the girls refused to obey or even resisted, but they ended up in a terrible state. "
Shi Jue's tone was calm and gentle, as if he was talking about someone else.
After a pause, Shi jue continued, "I was scared out of my wits. I thought that was the worst that could happen, but... "
"But they actually allowed those women to come close to me. They said that they wanted me to enjoy myself before I died... " Shi Jue's tone slowed down at the end of his sentence. "However, they didn't succeed in the end. I was just disgusted for a while. "
Xia Weiyang felt her heart ache when she saw Shi jue calmly talking about the things that had terrified him in the past.
It was all her fault for bringing up his sad matters.
Suddenly, Xia Weiyang stood up and ran to Shi Jue's side. She hugged him and squeezed into his chair. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I should have trusted you. It's all my fault. Jue, let's not think about it anymore. Let's just let those unhappy things go... "
Shi Jue reached out with his big hand and hugged Xia Weiyang. He held her in his arms and sat on his lap.
His Chin rested on Xia Weiyang's head as a big hand gently comforted her.
"yang-er, I want to say. This matter has become a part of my heart. I feel much more relaxed when I say it out loud. " He was especially happy to share his innermost feelings with the person he loved. He hoped that it would not scare his yang-er.
"okay, go ahead. " With Shi Jue on her back, Xia Weiyang could not see the expression on his face. She knew that he did not want her to see it and was afraid that she would be worried.
Her small hand held Shi jue's hand on her waist, giving him encouragement and comfort.
"That period of time was the darkest moment in my life. I also thought of escaping, but I could not do so until one day... "