She knew that she had fallen in love with him.
It was really laughable when she thought about it. She had only played with him when she was young and had never seen him again. How could she fall in love with him. Who knew if he had changed since he grew up? Would he still take care of her like he did when she was young.
After all, time could really change everything.
Ha... ...
Now, she felt even more ridiculous.
You're that green onion that made others miss you for so long.
You're overestimating yourself.
After crying for a while, Shi Zhixin felt much better.
She got up and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes. She had already mastered a great skill. No matter how much she cried, she would always protect her eyes so that no one would be able to tell that she had cried.
This was the result of all her years of training.
She got up, took out a small key from her neck, opened a small drawer, and took out a thick notebook.
Touching the cover, Shi Zhixin's thumb slowly rubbed against it. She mustered up a lot of courage before opening it.
On the first page, it was written, "on the first day of brother Yan's departure... ". ...
As well as all the things she missed and so on.
She flipped to another page, then to the second page, then to the third page... ... Up until today, she had yet to write ...
After tidying up her mind, Shi Zhixin held the pen and flipped open a new piece of paper. Looking at the blank page today, she did not know how to write for a long time. In fact, she was just hesitating in her heart.
After a long, long time.
Shi Zhixin took a deep breath, the corners of her mouth curled up into a smile that could not be considered a smile. She lifted the pen and wrote down the last record of the day.
It was the 8418th day since Jin Yan left... ...
More than 23 years ago, she had just celebrated her 26th birthday.
On one side, the smile on Shi Zhixin's face grew wider and wider, but it was all a bitter smile.
Let all of this end today.
Goodbye, Jin Yan!
SPLAT!
A teardrop fell onto the last word, instantly dyeing the words she had just finished writing.
Blinking her eyes, Shi Zhixin closed the notebook after a while. Looking at the notebook that was only left with a piece of paper, she sneered again. Even the heavens knew her ending.
She was the only one waiting in a daze.
It wasn't that she hadn't thought of looking for Jin Yan, but no one had given her Jin Yan's address. She didn't know where he was or how to contact him, so how was she supposed to look for him.
It was unknown since when the people at home had been keeping Jin Yan a secret, especially in front of her. She knew that they were doing this for her own good. Perhaps they had already known this would happen.
After coming to a realization, Shi Zhixin let out a miserable smile.
The next day.
In the morning, Shi Zhixin woke up with a wide smile on her face. She was in an extremely good mood, as if the person who had cried last night was not her.
She had already decided yesterday that she would really forget about Jin Yan this time.
When they met again in the future, she would treat him as a familiar stranger, or just a friend.
All of a sudden, a beautiful ringtone rang.
On the way to the main courtyard, Shi Zhixin took out her cell phone and picked it up. "Is Little Yuyu up to something new again? " The corners of her mouth held a brilliant smile, a smile that came from the bottom of her heart.
Even though Shi Zhixin was a little Chubby, she was still very dazzling.
Zhangsun Yu grumbled from the other side, "Zhixin, I told you not to call me little Yuyu. " Now that they had grown up, he was really embarrassed to call him that.
"I like it. " Shi Zhixin chuckled, even her eyes and brows curved.
Without even looking, it was obvious that Shi Zhixin was smiling very happily. Zhangsun Yu couldn't help but smile as well. As long as Shi Zhixin was happy, he would be happy.