Seeing this scene, Xia Jinqi's nose immediately turned sour. Her eyes were warm and her head was also warm.
"You will definitely be a good father, " she suddenly said. Her voice was already choked with sobs.
Yan Jun being so nervous about Yu Han made Xia Jinqi feel a little emotional.
She had never really enjoyed her father's love since she was young. She was really a little sensitive.
Even though she had a good life after she grew up and had a group of like-minded friends, a husband who loved her, and cute children, the scars buried deep in the bottom of her heart were like the darkness hidden under the light.
The words she accidentally heard and the scene she accidentally saw could easily evoke her grief.
Realizing that she had lost her composure, Xia Jinqi quickly turned her head back and used food to hide her emotions.
Even so, Yan Jun still detected something fishy.
He raised his eyes to look at her, not missing the sobs in her voice. His brows furrowed slightly.
"You'll be a good mommy too. " He looked deeply at her, his tone firm and gentle.
With that, he stopped looking at Xia Jinqi and carried Yu Han to the bathroom. "I'll bring Yu Han to wipe his face. "
He knew the pain and stubbornness in her heart.
At this moment, she probably didn't want anyone to see her so vulnerable side.
It was necessary to leave her alone.
In fact, at this moment, Xia Jinqi was biting her teeth lightly. Her Red Eyes had already condensed into a clear spring.
Yan Jun really understood her... ... He knew that she had never had the love of a father or a mother since she was young, and that the past had already happened. No matter what, it could not be undone ...
That was why he said that she would definitely be a good mother.
Yes, she had never received the love of a mother, but she had the opportunity to learn how to be a good mother.
Thinking of this, Xia Jinqi's tightly clenched teeth finally relaxed.
She took a deep breath, lowered her head, and continued to eat the porridge as if nothing had happened.
However, no one saw that the moment she lowered her head, crystal-clear tears fell into the porridge bowl.
It happened in that instant, and in the blink of an eye, the tears disappeared.
Xia Jinqi took the bowl of porridge and drank it in one gulp.
At that time, her expression was as calm as usual, and she quickly adjusted her state of mind.
"..."
Have you ever had such a scar in your heart?
Unable to heal, hiding in a dark corner.
It doesn't affect your normal life, nor does it affect your interpersonal relationships.
It will only be suddenly torn apart in certain situations, and then, blood will flow.
Maybe it was seeing two young lovers hugging each other at the subway entrance.
Perhaps it was seeing a child holding an extremely large colored cotton candy in his hand in a lively alley.
Perhaps it was just a casual remark from a close friend or relative that you've grown up... ...
When this moment happens, please don't blame yourself or feel inferior.
You just need to calm down and give yourself a hug. Tell yourself that it will pass, that everything will pass.
We'll all get better and better, won't we?
Su Zhishui.
When Yan Jun returned once again, he indeed saw a gentle smile on Xia Jinqi's face.
"Why are you gone for so long? Little Kitten, come over and let Mommy take a look... " Xia Jinqi looked at Yu Han with a smile.
"Ah... " Yu Han seemed to be in a good mood. He took the initiative to stretch out his two short arms, wanting to hug him.
Yan Jun handed Yu Han over. His eyes were filled with admiration as he answered her question, "the little guy refused to leave in front of the mirror. "
He knew that she was a woman with a strong heart who was good at self-healing.