However, Long Qingxin averted her eyes as if she didn't want to look him in the eye.
"I heard that your precious illegitimate son blew up half of the Yan family? " She picked his sore spot and said mercilessly.
This was his mistake in the past. Now that Karma had been reincarnated and retribution was unpleasant, wouldn't others be allowed to see it as a joke?
"..."Yan Youcheng froze and suddenly remembered everything that had happened before.
He knew that with Yan Jun around, there was no need to worry about the aftermath.
But when Long Qingxin brought it up, his heart still felt sad.
"Qingxin, I've let you down. " He looked deeply at long Qingxin again, and there was a hint of sobs in his voice.
"You don't have to apologize to me. " Long Qingxin refuted his apology and sneered, "that woman's child didn't get any benefits either. "
In fact, Long Qingxin herself knew that with her stopping Yan Youcheng, not only was he unable to marry that Zhou, but he also couldn't give Yan Qing a proper identity.
In short, what she, Long Qingxin, did not want, others did not even have the right to pick it up!
For the rest of this long life, he could not let her suffer alone, right?
Yan Youcheng naturally knew that when he was young, Long Qingxin was always like that. It was already a blessing in disguise that she did not attack Zhou Lingfang.
Today, he had no right to talk about what happened back then. He just wanted to take advantage of his last breath to say sorry to her.
"Qingxin, I didn't expect you to come to see me. I really didn't expect... "
Muttering softly, Yan Youcheng couldn't help but cough twice.
The heart-wrenching pain came wave after wave.
His Angina was also an old problem.
All these years, whenever he thought of Long Qingxin, he would always suffer this kind of pain.
When it hurt, he would sometimes take medicine, and sometimes he would not take it. Because only by letting his body sink into a heavy pain could he temporarily forget the pain in his heart.
"You... do you still hate me? " Yan Youcheng asked again, his pair of muddy old eyes staring at long Qingxin with hope ...
She hadn't changed much... ...
It was just that her hair had turned white, there were more wrinkles, and her skin wasn't as exquisite as before.
Other than that, she was still exactly the same as he remembered.
Long Qingxin listened to him and also looked at him with a meaningful look. The smile that was frozen on her lips was full of bitterness.
"would you believe me if I said I didn't hate you? Even I wouldn't believe it myself. " Long Qingxin sneered Just now, she slowly told him about her purpose of coming here today "I should have come to see you, both emotionally and logically. After all, if I hadn't stopped you from marrying that Zhou Guy, your precious illegitimate child wouldn't have caused such a Ruckus over a status and almost hurt my children and grandchildren. What a sin! "
It had been thirty years, thirty years, but she still couldn't let go of the hatred. In the end, it was just that she had loved him too deeply back then.
If she had known earlier, she wouldn't have disobeyed her father and insisted on going to Xiangshan temple to pray to Buddha. That way, she wouldn't have met him who happened to accompany her mother to pray to Buddha!
Grudges and grudges, right and wrong, wrong and right. After so many years, she still couldn't let go!
Yan Youcheng was silent for a moment and sighed faintly. "Qingxin, you were angry with me back then and insisted on getting a divorce. Both of us are stubborn people. Do you think you can stop me if I really want to marry her? "
"..."Long Qingxin's eyes paused slightly as she looked at him in confusion.
Could it be that there was something else going on?
Yan Youcheng happened to be looking at her as well. Their gazes intertwined for a long time.