Fang Shaoan felt as if he had been struck by lightning.
His originally happy heart and the twinkling stars in his eyes instantly darkened.
He felt as if he had been cast with a spell, unable to move at all.
His throat tightened. He wanted to open his mouth again to say something, but only then did he realize that everything had become so difficult.
If it was in the past, he would definitely be in a rush, not caring about anything, and must be together with her.
But now he had heard of her inner struggle, heard of her difficult situation, so how could he selfishly ask her?
He had never loved her deeply. He had only tried to love her with his whole life. Was the first step already so difficult?
"I can't do it. " He gritted his teeth and said these four words.
Zuo Xiaoran's eyes sparkled.
He looked at her and sighed. "I think of you every second. In the dead of night, when I close my eyes, all I can think about is you. Tell me, how can I treat you as a normal friend like this? "
"... then don't contact me at all."She also sighed. She was more determined than he had imagined ...
She turned her back and pretended to leave. Little did she know that the tears that silently slid down her cheeks had long betrayed her heart.
Fang Shaoan did not pull her back. Instead, he spoke slowly as if there was no one else around.
"I know what you're worried about. But can you listen to me as well?
"If you're not brave, I'll be brave for you!
"If you're afraid to face it, I'll do it without hesitation!
"It doesn't matter how many times you reject me. "As long as my heart still loves you and still thinks of you, I'll keep looking for opportunities to appear in front of you.
"If you feel annoyed, there's nothing you can do unless you can think of a way to wear away my love for you as soon as possible. "
At this point, Fang Shaoan sneered again.
He was really in a sorry state.
The famous playboy of Rao city did not expect that the road of love would be so bumpy.
When Fang Shaoan raised his eyes to look at Zuo Xiaoran again, his gaze had unknowingly become incomparably gentle!
He suddenly felt a brand-new realization.
Looking at the girl in front of him who always had her back facing him, he only felt that his heart was abnormally soft.
It was no longer like the fanaticism and anxiety when he pursued Julie back then, and he would no longer throw money and gamble.
In front of Zuo Xiaoran, he only wanted to be gentle and wait for her to accept him little by little... ...
He could not explain it clearly himself. Perhaps, this was what true love should look like?
Not Forcing, not occupying, not forcing... ...
There was only a peaceful protection and silence.
"I'm really happy that you came to see me. "
Fang Shaoan smiled and said his last sentence. He turned around and left in a carefree manner.
When he left, his heart was no longer filled with unwillingness and disappointment.
The gentleness in his eyes had never been so real before.
?
Zuo Xiaoran stood rooted to the ground.
After a long time, she held her face and slowly squatted down, crying quietly.
That's right.
She was not brave.
She was so ordinary, so ordinary. She only wanted to live an ordinary life. After two years of hard work, she would go on blind dates, find a husband who was pleasing to the eye, run a small restaurant with her, and believe in love for the rest of her life.
But... ... But she met Fang Shaoan on the way ...
If only he was an ignorant and incompetent playboy, then she could be completely ruthless!
But he wasn't.
His words moved her countless times.
His eyes gave her countless expectations... ...
What should she do to make the right choice?