Xia Jinqi really did not understand why he, back then, had a cool breeze blowing on his face and a graceful demeanor. He could have taught her not to be calculative with the Xia family and taught her to be kind to everyone around her. But when things really came to a head, he chose to be a coward!
Life became difficult. People with a strong heart would find problems with themselves, while people with a weak heart would often find problems with others!
Was he willing to be a weak person? !
Where did the Yan Qing who taught her to be strong, broad and kind, go? !
Xia Jinqi's words not only caused Yan Qing's heart to sink into a deep torment, but also caused the usually cold Yan Jun to shed tears.
Light Rain.
Even if he cried, no one would notice.
Yan Jun sighed softly, closed his eyes and raised his head, allowing the rain to fall on his face.
"Big Brother, have a good journey. "
"..."
Yan Qing's eyes were empty, and his mind was blank.
"It's me, am I wrong? "
He muttered to himself. His entire body was drained of energy, and he relaxed all of a sudden.
"perhaps, I really was wrong. "
The moment he closed his eyes, Yan Qing's lips finally had a long-lost curve.
Carrying that deep hatred, he would also get tired.
The moment he put down the hatred, he suddenly felt very relaxed.
Just like the time when he was in university... ...
No fighting, no fighting, no scheming. He just carried his textbooks every day.
When he was tired, he would watch the kids play on the playground. When he was tired, he would lie on the lawn, slightly squinting his eyes, enjoying the warm sunshine.
Now that he thought about it, that period of time was the most beautiful time in his life.
It was just a fleeting moment. Before he could grasp all of this, it had already slipped through his fingers.
He couldn't hold on anymore... ...
"..."
Xia Jinqi's tears couldn't be stopped no matter how hard she tried.
Actually, when she was scolding Yan Qing, she was also reflecting on herself over and over again.
At least Yan Qing's words were voluntary by his parents, right?
But what about her?
Her mother was forced to get pregnant with her... ...
She grew up in the Xia family. Her father didn't love her and her mother didn't love her. Her two older sisters could easily bully her.
She had also hated them. She had also wanted revenge.
But she had endured it. Everyone was laughing at her incompetence and calling her an idiot. But she had endured it.
Because Yan Qing had once told her that people did not live to hate. As long as she was willing, she could still live a good life!
So she did not care about being bullied. She let herself live a good life. She made new friends.
Zuo Xiaoran and Wen Jing. Their love for her made up for the emptiness in her family.
Later on, with Yan Jun, her life became even more blissful.
Later on, when she was giving birth, she was taken away by Ji Yunjing's inexplicable design. At that time, didn't she hate him?
She hated him too.
But she chose to understand.
She knew that Ji Heng's grandfather controlled her life. From the moment she was born, he had planned her life for her. During that time, he inexplicably took a lot of drugs and did a lot of hypnosis. Didn't she hate him?
She hated him.
But she chose to love him.
Many people called her stupid, called her a White Lotus, called her a hypocrite, but she knew that what she did was right.
And she had done it!
Be a kind and warm person!
Seeing Yan Qing, who had hated everything but was still in unbearable pain, she strengthened her will!
She knew the great principles in her heart, but when she recalled these things, Xia Jinqi could not help but cry!
To be able to get to where she was today, how much pain and suffering she had suffered, only she knew in her heart.