When he was young, he didn't understand why he had to leave home so little. Only when he grew up did he understand that his mother might have done this to protect him.
At that time, the Yan family was really not at peace.
"In a foreign country, I met Ben and Wen Qing.
"They and I had similar backgrounds and similar experiences, so they quickly got together.
"The feelings we had when we were seventeen or eighteen years old were just chatting and eating together. There was nothing else. "
This could be considered an explanation.
He owed Xia Jinqi an explanation.
Nothing superfluous had happened between him and Wen Qing.
The admiration they had when they were young might only be because at that time, Wen Qing could say one or two words to his heart.
If he really loved her deeply, he would not have been indifferent when Wen Qing had quietly left.
Because he did not love her, he did not care, so it did not matter.
Xia Jinqi listened in a daze and suddenly sighed in her heart.
She knew why Yan Jun had told her about the Yan family first. At that time, after experiencing the great changes of the Yan family, he had been sent abroad at a young age. He had no relatives or friends. No matter who it was, seeing a fellow countryman with the same skin color as him.. If he spoke the same hometown language as her, he would feel familiar, right?
He had also said that he and Wen Qing did not have anything else.
Since that was the case, why was she still struggling so much?
The past was like smoke. Who did not have a past?
She had not spoken for a long time. Yan Jun thought that she was still unhappy, so he lowered his head, held her hand, and brought it to his lips. He gently kissed it. "believe me, I will not be like grandfather. "
Having an elder in the family who was a negative example was actually not a bad thing.
Back then, Yan Qing's mother had messed up the Yan family and caused a lot of indelible influence on the hearts of the descendants.
In addition to the fact that long Qingxin loved Yan Jun so much, when Yan Jun was in the country, he spent most of his time with long Qingxin, except when he was in the Yan family.
After Long Qingxin and Yan Youcheng separated, even though she looked very free and easy on the surface and outsiders praised her for being magnanimous and living well, how many people could understand the bitterness in her heart?
Yan Jun had been a child with a clear mind since he was young. He could understand his grandmother's grief and his grandfather's struggles and regrets.
He would never allow himself to repeat such a mistake.
Therefore, back then, he would have questioned Xia Jinqi so righteously, what did he really think marriage was.
No matter how others looked at this marriage, in his heart, marriage was a lifelong commitment. A lifetime of persistence, never leaving, forever and ever.
And He, who had chosen Xia Jinqi as his only marriage partner, had made a lifelong promise to her early on.
Aunt Chen had a saying that was very true: men liked to keep their words in their stomachs and not say anything.
Yan Jun was like that. Instead of saying sweet words all day long, he was better at 'doing' things.
Even if the current Xia Jinqi did not understand his deep feelings, he knew that one day, she would eventually understand.
Time would prove everything.
Good, bad.
No one could hide it.
Xia Jinqi was completely dumbfounded.
This could be considered the first time Yan Jun had truly opened his heart to her, right?
To be honest, she had never thought that he would say so much to her... ...
The complaints in her heart had long been crushed by the heartache she felt for him.
She leaned over and wrapped her arms around his neck even deeper, her entire body leaning into his embrace.
"I believe you. "