Xia Jinqi certainly didn't forget.
That was the beautiful life she had fantasized about for twenty years.
There was a family that loved each other, a partner that understood and supported her, and a lover that would stick together through life and death... ...
To be able to live like that, it must be a very happy life, right?
Yes, before meeting Yan Jun, this was the life of her dream.
But after meeting Yan Jun, she suddenly realized that the life of her dream didn't seem so good anymore.
She was now living a blissful life by Yan Jun's side, wasn't she?
If the heavens could give her the right to choose, she would rather have Yan Jun's world than that dream world where everything was good.
Thinking of this, Xia Jinqi smiled slightly and met Yan Qing's gaze. She said word by word, "there's no need to look forward to it. I'm living a blissful life now. "
Xia Jinqi would never know how brilliant the light in her eyes was when she said these words.
The treasure in a certain part of Yan Qing's heart finally shattered with a bang.
He walked in front of Xia Jinqi and put his hands on her shoulders, looking anxious. "happiness? Xiao Qi, wake up! They have deprived us of the right to choose freely. Where does happiness come from? True happiness is freedom, the wandering of the soul! "
"But I think the feeling now is also happiness. " Xia Jinqi shook her head calmly, denying the thought that Yan Qing had instilled in her.
She had never experienced it before, but now that she had it, she knew what she wanted.
Although she might not understand it yet, she was sure that the so-called happiness was definitely not just pure freedom.
Sometimes, being imprisoned could also be happiness.
"..."Yan Qing's chest felt stuffy.
His cold gaze fell on Xia Jinqi's face. His gaze was like a hook, and his voice was like that of a soldier. "You're in love with him? "
His voice was low to the bottom, and his eyes were empty.
Xia Jinqi pursed her lips and did not speak, but she was thinking in her heart.
Love?
She did not know if it was love.
She only knew that when she was with him, she felt very happy.
When he was not by her side, she would miss him very much.
She felt that he was very handsome, very perfect, very good... ...
There were so many good things about him that she could not count them all at once.
At the very least, she liked him. This could be confirmed.
"He is my husband. I should love him. " After a long time, Xia Jinqi gave an affirmative answer that stripped away her feelings.
The corner of Yan Qing's lips twitched slightly, and he said with pity, "What about me? "
He had always thought that even if Xiao Qi married Yan Jun, the two of them would not have anything to do with each other.
With Xiao Qi's personality, ordinary people simply could not get close to her.
With Yan Jun's personality, he was aloof and Aloof, and he had always been indifferent to women.
These two were originally the two people who should not have had a spark... ...
When she heard Yan Qing's words, Xia Jinqi's heart was slightly stunned.
She thought that they had reached a consensus and would not mention the past anymore... ...
She had almost forgotten what their relationship should have been like in the past?
They talked about everything. They were close friends and confidants. They almost became true lovers and almost stepped into the palace of marriage... ...
But since when did it become taboo for them to even meet in private.
He had his secrets and was unwilling to tell.
She also had her secrets and could not tell.
"Yan Qing, you told me before to be fair. Then have you ever been fair to me The night the Yan family came to propose marriage, I went to look for you. I looked all over the school and the apartment you lived in, but you were not there. I called you, you didn't answer, you just disappeared, disappeared... ... ..."