She suddenly felt that Fei Dong's gaze had become fiery... ...
A thought suddenly flashed through her mind... ...
Could it be that Fei Dong really... ...
The moment she realized this, she snatched the initiative of the conversation and said anxiously, "so, senior, we have to be good friends for life! "
"..."
Fei Dong's words were interrupted, and he was instantly petrified on the spot. His gaze also became somewhat empty.
It wasn't that he didn't understand the meaning behind Zuo Xiaoran's words.
Did she want to tell him that they could only be good friends?
Other than friends, there couldn't be... ... Anything else between them ...
One sentence, and he was sentenced to death.
Fei Dong's hands, which were hanging under the table, slowly clenched.
Since he had already said this, then, was there still a need for him to confess?
Those words that had been hidden deep in his heart for so many years, in the end, he still didn't have the chance to say them... ...
Zuo Xiaoran looked at his dejected look, and she felt very guilty in her heart. She didn't dare to look at him at all, so she could only lower her eyes.. "senior, you don't know how outstanding you are. "Actually, I've always admired you for being able to focus on one thing and not be disturbed. You're so single-minded. "I can't do it. My parents say that I'm hot-headed and like everything, but I'm not good at anything... "Now that I think about it, I just can't calm down "So every time I see you, I feel so envious. "
Perhaps, this was one of her strengths.
One should look at his strengths before looking at his weaknesses.
Fei Dong's gaze never left Zuo Xiaoran's body.
His eyes were red and red, but he forced himself not to cry in front of her.
"Is it... because of Fang Shaoan? " He avoided the past and directly asked her the main point ...
He understood what she meant, but... ... At least let him know where she would end up for the rest of her life ...
"..."Zuo Xiaoran did not answer at first, she remained silent.
Xiao Qi had asked her this question this morning, but she laughed and diverted it away.
It could be considered an escape... ... She had always been like this. Timid and lacking courage, she had chosen to retreat in many things ...
But this time, she did not want to escape anymore.
There were some things that should be faced in the end.
After taking a deep breath, Zuo Xiaoran raised her eyes and looked straight into Fei Dong's eyes.
"Yes. " She was finally willing to admit it, bravely admitting, "I think that in my life, I will never fall in love with anyone other than him. For the rest of my life, I think that I will eventually live in longing and endless admiration for him. "
She would never know that when she said these words, her eyes were filled with longing and yearning.
That kind of pursuit and admiration for beautiful things deeply stung Fei Dong's heart.
He did not expect that even though they had been separated for a year, even though Fang Shaoan had said such harsh words to her that day at the Yan family, she still loved Fang Shaoan deeply.
And such love, he knew that he would never be able to reach it.
"then... what if he gets married? The two of you will never be together in this lifetime. " Fei Dong gritted his teeth tightly. He did not know if his voice was trembling or even choking up ...
"I will bless him. " Zuo Xiaoran smiled again. "loving someone does not mean that you have to fall in love with him, get married, and have children. As long as he is living well, I will be fine. "
Fei Dong's heart was once again deeply touched by such a sentence.