She had no choice but to return to this family, but she didn't know how to face it.
"fourth sister... " Xia Chuanxu still wanted to keep her, but Xia Jinqi didn't stop.
Until Hong Xianglin's voice came from behind. "Xiao Qi, why are you leaving so soon after coming back? "
Xia Jinqi froze on the spot.
She didn't expect that Hong Xianglin would come out... ...
And she didn't expect that she would stop her... ...
Xia Chuanxu looked back and saw that his mother had come over. He thought that she was going to say something unpleasant to his fourth sister again, so he advised her, "mom, fourth sister still has something to do, why don't... "
"Your father is looking for you, why don't you hurry in? " Hong Xianglin glared at him, obviously still angry at him.
Xia Chuanxu coughed softly and took one last look at Xia Jinqi before turning to leave.
When he was far away, Hong Xianglin sighed softly and looked at Xia Jinqi. "Talk to me. "
She had watched this girl grow up since she was young.
It was a pity... Sigh ...
Today was the rare good weather in Rao city since winter.
Xia Jinqi could not leave. She and Hong Xianglin sat side by side on a bench in the courtyard, one on the left and one on the right. The distance between them was very wide. At first glance, one would think that they were two strangers.
In front of them was a rockery that was not considered large.
Xia Jinqi was staring at the newly grown moss on the rockery in a daze... ...
Hong Xianglin looked sideways at her. She wanted to say something, but she could not find a topic to talk about. After hesitating for a while, she said, "it's been hard on you to make a living by my side all these years. "
"..."Xia Jinqi didn't answer, but the Moss in front of her didn't look good either. In an instant, she seemed to have fallen into another world, and her eyes became empty.
"Ever since I was pregnant with my fourth child, your father often didn't come home. "It's not easy for him to come back, and the way he looked at me started to become strange. "until you were born. You were so small, but you could already tell. Your facial features were especially delicate and pretty. At that time, I knew that when this child grew up, she would definitely be a beautiful woman. She's different from my other two daughters, " Hong Xianglin continued She had never said these things to Xia Jinqi. However, today was the right time. It seemed like there were many things that she should say.
"after that, your father took you away from me. After that, he completely gave up on this family. I had no choice but to blame everything on you for the postpartum depression. I hated your father, but at the same time, I also hated you... "
Those days were very difficult to endure.
She was already old and frail. After giving birth to four children in a row, her body was no longer the same as before. Her skin began to relax, and the corners of her eyes actually started to wrinkle... ...
Not to mention that she found out that Xia Jitian was out with a bar girl. She was furious and started to quarrel with Xia Jitian. They even got a divorce.
But what happened in the end?
Her parents did not allow her to get a divorce because it would affect the fate of the family.
Xia Jitian would not get a divorce because it would affect his career.
How could she bear to have the remaining four children who needed to be fed?
In the end, she could only endure it. All the pain and tears were swallowed into her stomach.
The pain and hatred that had accumulated over the years finally exploded one day.
On the day that Xia Jitian returned after taking Xia Jinqi out alone for a period of time, she saw Xia Jitian holding her daughter in his arms so carefully. She actually transferred all her hatred.. All of it onto her little daughter.