At the end of his speech, Lu Yiming gradually fell silent.
He looked back at his tortuous life and found that the most important turning point was the sudden disaster fifteen years ago.
Rather than saying that the disaster had destroyed his original heart, it was more appropriate to say that Zhao Chongbin, whom he had met in the disaster, had led him step by step into the dark abyss.
He was immersed in the pain of losing his wife and children day and night. Zhao Chongbin taught him to divert his attention and to vent his pain... ...
And this way of venting was to torture others.
Seeing those who were struggling and moaning under his feet, he slowly became excited and began to enjoy the pleasure that all of this brought him!
Hiding behind that extreme pleasure, he seemed to be paralyzed and wrapped up. He temporarily forgot the pain and nightmare of losing his loved ones.
As time passed, he became addicted to this paralyzing pleasure. It was like a drug addiction. Once he got involved, he would be beyond redemption.
It was... ... Zhao Chongbin, who single-handedly caused all of this ? ?
"Hehe, how could this be... " he smiled foolishly and shook his head continuously.
Bi Yue's heart seemed to be pulled up by those empty eyes. Just as she was about to bend down to help him up, the curtain of rain in front of her seemed to have been cut off. No more rain fell on her body.
She looked back and saw that it was Ben who was walking over with an umbrella.
"although you don't feel cold now, it's winter. If you get caught in the rain, you'll inevitably catch a cold and have a fever, " Ben said slowly.
Actually, what he wanted to say was that if she got caught in the rain like this, after Bi Yue left, Xia Jinqi might fall seriously ill.
But thinking about it, he felt that saying this might hurt people, so he put it mildly.
"..."Bi Yue was stunned. Only then did she remember that she was a person who did not feel anything, so even after standing in the rain for such a long time, she did not feel anything at all.
Without waiting for her to come back to her senses, Ben had already put the umbrella handle into her hand.
"It's almost dawn. Let's say goodbye properly. " With only this sentence, Ben turned around and disappeared into the continuous drizzle.
Bi Yue's hand holding the umbrella handle tightened slightly. She took two steps forward and covered Lu Yiming's head with the umbrella. She bent down and stroked his forehead. Sure enough, it was already a little hot.
A chill went down his forehead. Lu Yiming finally snapped out of his daze and looked up at Bi Yue. His eyes suddenly heated up and a string of crystal fell from his eyes.
"yue-er... " He murmured. He was clearly crying, but he laughed out loud, "I'm really a fool! Hahaha... I actually... I actually treated him as our benefactor! I actually... Hahahaha! "
Bi Yue looked at his crazy appearance and her heart suddenly shrank. In the end, she could not help it and leaned over to hug his cold body.
"Ah Ming, you can't make the same mistake again and again. Stop... "
"I'm a person who deserves to die. It's already heaven's mercy to see you again. I don't want more. "
"Let go of the hatred in your heart, okay? Don't be so persistent. As long as you're willing to let go, it's not too late... "
She told him one sentence after another. In his arms, he trembled slightly and cried like a child.
"Ah Ming, how lonely is our child in heaven? I'm his mother. I have to go first and accompany him... "
Lu Yiming's heart trembled as he hugged her tightly. "No, Yue'er, don't go. Don't leave me... It's all my fault. It's all my fault. Don't leave me... "