It's over.
That was all she had in mind at that time.
Why did she say what was on her mind... ...
Grandma, could it be that she was angry?
After all, this was also grandma's private matter, so she shouldn't pry into it.
However, she couldn't take back what she had said... ...
Xia Jinqi was extremely vexed. She really wanted to give herself a tight slap!
There was nothing to say!
Moreover, it was at a time like this... ...
She was about to open her mouth to apologize to grandma, but unexpectedly, grandma's old voice quickly reached her ear.
"If I could have a second chance at life, I would still have chosen to meet him, marry him, and bear his children... at the same time, I would never regret my decision to divorce him. " Long Qingxin turned around and looked into Xia Jinqi's eyes with utmost seriousness "fortunately, AH SHENG had already grown up and gotten married with children. I didn't have to suffer for my children, nor did I have any attachments. The decision I made at least pleased me. "
Xia Jinqi was slightly stunned. She didn't think that her grandmother would really be willing to talk to her about this.
She held her breath as she listened to her grandmother's words.
"At that time, my best friend tried to persuade me, and my family tried to persuade me. Almost everyone said that you were over forty years old, you already had a grandson, and you even divorced him. Isn't this a big joke? " The smile on Long Qingxin's lips began to turn bitter as she said this "But I can't stay with a man who has betrayed me every day without getting a divorce. Maybe it's because I'm too strong-willed, too stubborn, and I have a Mysophobia. I can't accept an unclean person anymore. "
At that time, the divorce rate was not as high as it was now. Most people would rather spend their whole lives stumbling around than get a divorce easily.
However, Long Qingxin was not the kind of person who would stick to the rules. She was naturally free-spirited and forthright in doing things. There was not a single grain of sand in her eyes.
Xia Jinqi nodded as she listened.
That's right. Grandma was just like that. Even if she didn't divorce Yan Youcheng back then, her life would still go on as usual. There would still be a thorn in her heart, and one day, it would completely explode in another situation.
If she couldn't forgive him, then it would be better for both parties to leave as soon as possible.
Long Qingxin's face was solemn. She turned her head to look at the dark night outside the window and muttered, "after so many years, I've finally realized something. The bond of marriage is not children or money, but the mutual growth of the spiritual field. "
Xia Jinqi frowned slightly when she heard that. "mutual growth of the spiritual field? "
"Yes. " Long Qingxin nodded at first, then suddenly sneered "Now that I think about it, during those years, when the Yan family's group wanted to develop, he became busier and busier, and he had less and less time to go home. Even when he went home, he was buried in the study room and didn't even talk to me much. "I always thought that he was busy with his career, and as his wife, I should understand him more and be considerate of him, so I didn't bother him much. "Who knew that this would create a rift between us. "there was less communication, more noise, and the appearance of harmony was separated from the spirit. In the end, we had reached the point where we were on opposite sides. "
Perhaps even long Qingxin herself didn't notice that when she said these words, there was already some choking in her voice.
The cold moonlight spilled in from outside the window, just enough to illuminate the crystal in her eyes.
Xia Jinqi's heart sank when she saw this. She took two steps forward and gently hugged long Qingxin, giving her warmth.
In the past, when she heard that grandma and Grandpa were separated, she only felt that it was a pity. However, she had never heard these heartfelt words from grandma.
Now that she heard them, Grandma Fang Zhi felt the pain and pain in her heart.