"Anran, I'm sorry. " There were thousands of words, but only these three words remained on the tip of her tongue.
I'm sorry... ... Du Anran had always felt that these were the most useless words in the world ... If they were useful, the world would have long been filled with absurdities ...
He had already said sorry to her many times, but didn't he always forget it at dawn.
"I didn't know that you were pregnant. Last night, I didn't mean it. I'm not shirking responsibility, I'm just blaming myself, " Xin zimo said frankly.
"Isn't that perfect? Xin Zimo, the DU family doesn't owe you anymore... " when Du Anran said this, she was still heartbroken.
His mother always thought that the child in her stomach was lost because of the DU family. Now that her child was gone, they really didn't owe each other anything.
"You don't owe me in the first place. I owe you. I won't be able to pay you back for the rest of my life... " Xin Zimo's heart was also aching.
"If you love too much, you'll only hurt yourself. Let's let go of each other, " Du Anran said.
"Anran, I promise you... " He called her name, and suddenly, tears fell like rain, "but, can I hug you again... "
At that moment, Du Anran also cried. Why was she crying? Wasn't letting go the best way to fulfill her wish?
Xin Zimo hugged her tightly, just like how he held her in his arms and hugged her to sleep for countless nights.
The Eternal Rosemary scent in her hair still intoxicated him, but this was the last time, and there would be no future in the future... ...
Du Anran's tears fell on his shoulder.
"Anran, you know, I've always wanted to have a child with you, even in my dreams. But... ... God is such a tease ... He has punished me for all my mistakes ... I will never forget this punishment ... ..."Xin zimo choked ...
He had not felt the heartbeat of this child for a day, and he had not cared for Anran once. This child had left him just like that, and it was gone forever... ...
"Just pretend that I never had this child. " Du Anran suddenly understood. "In the future, you'll have your own child. "
"You're pushing me away. " Xin zimo smiled bitterly.
He was already powerless to say that it was impossible for him to have a child with another woman. Since he had already decided to let go, there was no need for him to be so infatuated with her.
"One parting is two widths. I only hope that in the future, you won't lay your hands on the people around me. My friends have all left me... " speaking up to this point, du Anran's nose felt sore.
She thought of Jin Shaonan again. He was alone in a place she did not know was tormented, and his father was also sent to prison by Xin Zimo.
Xin zimo nodded. "In the future, I won't do it again. "
He laid his hands on the Jin family for the Xin family, and he laid his hands on the Xie family for the Xin family. But what was his Xin family for... ...
Guo Zi had asked him which he would choose between the Xin family and Du Anran one day.
His answer was Du Anran.
This answer would never change.
Since du Anran was begging him now, he could not let the Xin Corporation go further and stronger, but he could not let her feel lonely and disappointed anymore.
In the future, if he chose to quit, he could only hand her over to Xie Chenjin... ...
Du Anran broke free from his arms first. She lowered her head, afraid that he would see her red eyes. She drank her milk and ate snacks as if nothing had happened.
When he carried Chi Xue last night, her heart was in so much pain. Now, it was probably much better.
If she continued to wallow in pain, she would not want to live anymore.
Actually, she was not that strong when it came to blaming him. He did not know that she was pregnant, but he could still treat Chi Xue like that. If he knew that she was also pregnant, he would definitely not leave her.
"Anran, in the future, I will not disturb you anymore. In this life and this life, you must be well. "
Xin Zimo stood up and took one last look at her. He was reluctant and heartbroken.
Du Anran saw tears in his eyes. She turned her face away and picked up the food in the bag as if nothing had happened.
Xie Chenjin bought a lot of things for her. He even had toys for children. He really treated her like a child. He was not afraid that she would feel emotional and feel bad.
Xin Zimo knew that she was not willing to talk to him anymore. His deep eyes were filled with endless disappointment. He slowly retreated to the door, took one last look at her, and closed the door of the ward.
Du Anran stared blankly at a fairy tale book. The moment the door was closed, two lines of silent tears slowly flowed down from her eyes.
Sunlight shone in through the window. Du Anran's long eyelashes were like weak butterflies, flapping their wings slightly.
When the world changed, there would be no you and me in this world.
Xie Chenjin did not come in immediately. Du Anran held the fairy tale book in a daze.
It was obviously a very sweet and sweet pastry, but when it entered her mouth, it became as tasteless as boiled water.
"anran. " After Xin Zimo left, Xie Chenjin entered the ward.
Du Anran had already wiped away the tears on her face. At this moment, it was as if nothing had happened to her. She lay on the bed and watched TV.
"I can't watch anymore. It's bad for my eyes. " Xie Chenjin turned off the TV.
Actually, the TV was turned on here. Du Anran didn't even know what was on it. She only came back to her senses when Xie Chenjin came.
"Then tell me something happy! " Du Anran also closed her eyes.
"happy? Shaonan's treatment has been effective recently. I'll take you to see him another day when you're better. " This was the only thing that Xie Chenjin could think of that made du Anran happier.
The Xie family had recently received several lawsuits. He was also very busy. However, he would definitely not tell du Anran about the Xie family.
"really? About Uncle Jin... does he know about it? "
"He knows about it, but he's not too surprised. It's as if he knew this would happen a long time ago. However, I'll always find someone to accommodate mayor Jin. Although the criminal law can't be exempted, it can at least be mitigated, " Xie Chenjin said.
"This can be considered very good. ". Uncle Jin had been an official for so many years. There was nothing wrong with him. His life must have been very uneasy these years. Now, if Shaonan was fine, Uncle Jin could be very happy in his old age. At least, the thorn in his heart was removed."
"I'll take care of Mayor Jin in the future. Shaonan... will be fine. "
Xie Chenjin understood that he was only comforting Du Anran and himself.
"after I'm discharged from the hospital, I plan to find a job to make my life more fulfilling, " Du Anran said faintly.
The best way to let herself forget the past was to get busy and not even have time to recall it. Only then, after a long time, would she truly forget it.
"No problem, I support you. "
Xie Chenjin spoke to Du Anran for a while, then took out du Anran's cell phone from his bag and said, "I helped you answer a few calls, and I just happened to get a recording. What happened yesterday... "
"You can hear it, right? The quality of the recording shouldn't be bad. "
"Don't see Chi Xue again in the future. She has some psychological problems now, and it's very scary, " Xie Chenjin said.
"I won't see her in the future. In fact, she wanted to harm me yesterday, and I didn't show any mercy. It's just that in the end, I still couldn't save my child... " Du Anran was worried.
"If she still harbors evil intentions toward you, you don't have to show any mercy. If anything happens, I'll take responsibility for you. "
"It won't happen. I'll be more careful in the future. "
Yesterday's incident was also an accident. The next time she met Chi Xue again, she would be unwilling to accept it. She would come back with interest.
During the days when Du Anran was in the hospital, the weather was very clear. Summer had arrived, and the air was filled with the fragrance of flowers. It was the season when the shade of the trees was thick. The greenery was budding, and the Shanshan was cute.
Xie Chenjin had arranged everything very well. Just as he said, no one knew that she had a miscarriage. Even her mother had been deceived.
Liu Wanwan had not seen her for many days. She also thought that she had gone out for a vacation. Fortunately, she was envious.
Du Anran had joined an advertising company as the president's secretary. Such a company had always been very busy. However, du Anran could find fulfillment in this kind of busyness. After a busy day, she forgot everything and just wanted to sleep.
"Anran, prepare the meeting room for the afternoon. There's an important meeting to be held at two o'clock on time. "
"Anran, take this document to the person-in-charge of Party A and sign it. "
"Anran, how many times have I told you to stamp it step by step? What's going on with this document? Why did it appear on my desk? "
"..."
"President Feng, I know everything, I know everything. This document... says that it's a successful project from your relative. " Du Anran held a large stack of documents in one hand and a Coffee Cup in the other ...
"relatives are not allowed either. How many times do I have to repeat myself before I remember it? " Feng Jing was very angry.
Du Anran thought that President Feng was just joking. After all, they were relatives. It was normal for them to pull strings. They would also accept other people's orders, but it was not very good for them to accept their own.
She did not expect President Feng to be serious. It seemed that this kind of Taiwanese company was really strict. It was no wonder that this advertising company could become a leader in the industry.
"I'll remember it. In the future, no matter who wants to stamp the list or the contract, they have to report it step by step. " Du Anran was so tired that she was flustered.
"Well, it's good that you remember it. Young people have good memories. I think you won't forget it next time, " Feng Jing said.
"You make it sound like you're very old, President Feng. Let me think, you're only a few years older than me, right? "
Du Anran still liked her as a boss. Although she was very strict with her subordinates and the work requirements were also very harsh, apart from the work, he was still very approachable.
"A boss's age is not something that can be casually gossiped about. PREPARE THE MEETING ROOM! Oh, take this list down! " Feng Jing gave du Anran a pile of documents.
Du Anran's hand was almost broken. She did not know whether to laugh or cry. "President Feng, if my hand is broken, it can be considered an injury at work. "
Feng Jing smiled and glanced at her. He lowered his head and took out a box of ointment from the drawer of his desk. "there is black jade intermittent ointment. It will work with just a touch. "