Du Anran froze for a moment and stopped in her tracks. A bitter feeling welled up in her heart.
Jin Haiguo said again, "Anran, don't feel burdened. Shao Nan must not want you to know. "actually, I know that he can't sleep at night. "sometimes, even if he falls asleep, he will wake up from the pain. "He has been taking the medicine all this time. It can barely alleviate some of the pain! "
Du Anran said, "Uncle Jin, it won't go on like this forever. He just finished the surgery. Didn't the doctor say that he will be fine soon after a regular check-up? "
"Anran, I understand. I'm not that fragile. You don't have to comfort me. " Jin Haiguo's voice sounded a little old.
"Uncle Jin... " Du Anran called out, unable to speak.
Uncle Jin was still the same, but every time she saw him, she felt that there was a lot of white hair on his head.
Du Anran bit her lip. She was really helpless... ... All she could do was to ease the pain of all this ...
Jin Shaonan probably knew that Du Anran was coming, so he got off the bed. He did not wear a hospital gown. He changed into his usual clothes, and he still looked clean and handsome.
Especially when he saw Du Anran, he smiled at her out of habit.
Du Anran was always affected by his smile. In the past, this smile had given her a lot of courage and faith.
She pretended not to know anything and placed the gift in his hand. "I bought a lot of things for you. Take it! "
Jin Shaonan took it. "You bring me gifts every time you come? "
"Of course, but not all of them are for you. You also have to share the snacks with me, " Du Anran said with a smile.
"BE CAREFUL OF GETTING FAT! " Jin Shaonan also smiled.
Jin Shaonan was in a much better mood when du Anran came. Jin Haiguo saw it and was very happy.
The previously quiet ward was now filled with laughter and laughter.
The flight to Germany was booked for three days later. Because it was a long journey, Du Anran had to make all the preparations.
She went to discuss with the doctor for a long time. She asked him clearly about what she had to bring and what she could not eat.
Fortunately, three days was enough time to prepare. She had prepared the medicine and clothes, so Jin Shaonan didn't have to worry about it.
He used to worry about her a lot, so she should worry about him from now on!
"Do you want me to help you? " Jin Shaonan looked at her busily packing her luggage.
"No, you're in charge of thinking. What else do you need to bring? " Du Anran said.
"almost. " Jin Shaonan couldn't think of anything else.
"Okay, I'll wait for you to get ready. " Du Anran packed a backpack.
She was more than happy to go on a trip. It was better than staying at home all the time. She was worried that Shaonan's body could not be too tired. She even asked the doctor in London to help contact the hospital in Germany.
If there was a small accident, she would not be at a loss.
"Anran, you are much more careful and serious than before. " Jin Shaonan saw that she had organized everything in an orderly manner.
"Of course, our boss often praises me! "
"Then I can rest assured about you. " Jin Shaonan smiled.
"after suffering so many losses, I still have a long memory. As the saying goes, one learns from one's mistakes. Now, I won't be as impulsive as before when I encounter things. People will eventually grow up. "
"That's good. " Jin Shaonan didn't say anything, but there was a meaningful smile on his face.
He had been looking at Du Anran, who was busy packing up, and his eyes didn't leave her for even a moment. It was as if seeing her once was enough to remember her for the rest of her life.
When they flew to Germany, everything became familiar. Every street and every section of the road was so familiar.
After all, Du Anran had lived in this country for four years. She was full of feelings for this place.
She had never returned after graduation. How could she not miss it!
The Difference Between Jin Shaonan and her was that he had stayed in Germany for two years longer than her. However, without her time in Germany, Germany would not be called Germany.
"WE ARE BACK AGAIN! " Du Anran spread her arms and breathed in the different atmosphere here. It was as if she could smell the bits and pieces of the past.
"It's still the same. " Jin Shaonan looked around.
The school was not far away. The school with a long history also had their past memories.
However, although everyone had overlapping memories, because the feelings they carried were different, they often gave people a different feeling.
For example, in his memories, he was in love with her, and she was only caring for him as a friend!
But now, he was a little glad. Fortunately, she did not fall in love with him.
Xin Zimo was the most suitable one for her because she loved Xin Zimo, and Xin Zimo loved her too. Besides, Xin Zimo could give her everything she wanted, such as happiness. But he couldn't.
"Shaonan, look at that Christmas tree. It's your favorite! " Du Anran pointed not far away.
It wasn't long before Christmas this year. Although the Christmas tree was still bare, it was much taller than before.
Jin Shaonan looked in the direction she was pointing at. It was still the Christmas tree. He remembered that he had once confessed to her there.
She didn't accept it at that time, but now that she thought about it, fate was something that was destined from birth. It was destined to come and go, and she couldn't resist it.
"It's still early for Christmas. Otherwise, we can have a meal together under the tree with them, " Jin Shaonan said.
"We can have a meal together. What do you want to eat? "
"Have you seen two people having a meal together? It's so boring, " Jin Shaonan said with a smile.
"Then what should we do... " Du Anran lowered her head.
She didn't have enough brains. She couldn't come to her alma mater and have a meal in the restaurant. That would be the most boring thing.
"Just like before, I'll buy you snacks and we'll go to the theater to watch the play, " Jin Shaonan said.
Du Anran's eyes lit up when she heard that. "That's a good idea! "
He used to be the president of the drama club and was responsible for the production of the script. At that time, she was his audience and often watched every scene he wrote without missing a single scene.
In order to reward her, he would buy her snacks in advance for every scene later on so that she could watch it while eating.
But at that time, he was the person behind the scenes and rarely watched it with her. Often, he would finish his work after she finished watching it alone.
Now, he could finally eat snacks and watch the play with her. It was a rare experience.
When she sat in the theater, Du Anran suddenly felt like she had returned to the past.
The school theater was still the same. It had not changed at all, and it had not even been renovated.
She still remembered that on the far right side of the theater curtain, every time it was closed, she could see a colorful spot. She did not expect that the spot was still there.
There were not many students in school who liked the play. They came in bits and pieces.
Du Anran sat there and suddenly had the urge to cry. Everything was the same. Why did their faces not look like before.
"Anran, you like it. " Jin Shaonan sat beside her. He bought two portions of snacks this time, one for her and one for himself.
Du Anran took his snacks. They were all things that little girls liked. She had not been a little girl for a long time, so she was still very excited in this atmosphere.
"You even remember what flavor of milk tea I like, " Du Anran smiled.
"I don't know if you still like it. "
She took a SIP, and it was full of the taste of the past.
"Did you still buy it from that uncle's shop? " Du Anran turned her head and asked.
"Yes, you only drink from their shop. "
Du Anran smiled. In School, Jin Shaonan was the only one who understood her best. He knew which fried chicken she liked, which milk tea she liked, and he could even guess what she wanted to eat every time.
"How is uncle? " Du Anran asked again.
"Uncle has always been in good spirits. Did you know that when I went there just now, he still recognized me? He said that I used to be a regular customer of his family. I didn't expect him to still remember. " Jin Shaonan was also a little emotional.
"Hey, it's because of me. " Du Anran smiled.
After chatting for a while, the lights of the theater were turned off. The curtain was opened and a play began.
Du Anran watched the whole process with great interest. Although it was a very old play, she had watched it when she was in school. However, after watching it for many years, her mood suddenly changed.
Jin Shaonan did not pay much attention to the drama. When the lights went off, his gaze almost fell on Du Anran.
He did not expect that after watching the drama so many times, Du Anran was still so serious when she watched it again. He liked her every frown and smile. When she smiled, he also smiled.
He did not know what the drama was about or how it was performed. He only knew how many times du Anran smiled.
Sometimes, he was in a daze. Were they still in university? Everything that happened after that was just a dream... ...
When they woke up from the dream, they were still sitting in the theater, and they had agreed to go to class together the next day.
A familiar melody rang out. They had heard it many times, but this time, Jin Shaonan's state of mind was particularly different.
When the play was about to end, Jin Shaonan closed his eyes and immersed himself in the boundless loneliness.
The next day, du Anran took Jin Shaonan to listen to the class with his favorite teacher. Jin Shaonan had always been a good student in the eyes of the teachers. This time, many of the teachers still remembered Jin Shaonan.
Of course, they also remembered Du Anran. Because du Anran's studies were not as good as Jin Shaonan's, she still had many evil ideas. The teachers also had a deep impression of her.
After they went, it was purely to catch up and drink tea. Jin Shaonan said that he was doing well, and Du Anran also said that she was doing well. The teachers naturally believed it, and they also wished the teachers good luck.
During those days, Du Anran had been taking care of Jin Shaonan meticulously. She remembered what medicine he needed to take every day, and she would not forget it even once.
In the past, even when she treated herself, she had never been so serious. However, she really did her best for Jin Shaonan.
The weather in Germany was already very cold. Fortunately, Du Anran mentioned to check the weather and brought a lot of thick clothes. However, as the weather became colder and colder, the clothes were running out. She also felt that it was time to return to London.