"still not coming, still not coming, still not coming... "
Du Anran's patience was worn out by the cold wind and heavy rain. She began to count her steps as she retreated... ...
"One... "
"Two... "
When Xin Zimo saw that she was about to leave, he forcefully opened the car door and rushed into the rain.
Just as Du Anran was carrying the heavy rain to the stairs, a pair of strong arms pulled her into his arms.
He did not care to wipe the rain off his face. He pressed Du Anran against the wall of the corridor and kissed her deeply.
"Oh... " Du Anran saw that it was Xin Zimo. She did not know if it was rain or tears, but the cold water fell on her face.
He could not calm down everything in his heart. How could she appear here, and at night... ...
The uncalmness in his heart turned into violence in his actions. This kiss was violent and overbearing.
Du Anran tried her best to push him away, but to no avail. She could only bite hard and bite his lips.
The smell of blood immediately filled her mouth. Xin Zimo felt pain and let go of her.
Du Anran lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Xin Zimo. Xin Zimo wiped the blood off his lips and pulled her into his embrace.
"How could you really appear here... " Xin Zimo's words were filled with heartache and hatred.
"It means that I didn't lie to you, " Du Anran said calmly.
He would rather she was lying to him. How could she not understand.
"How long has it been since we broke up, and you're already living with him? Did you really love me in your heart? " Xin zimo roared.
Living together... ... It turned out that he had really misunderstood, but du Anran wasn't willing to explain There was already a chasm between them that couldn't be bridged. It wouldn't hurt to deepen it, right ! !
"You also know that we broke up, so you shouldn't interfere with my private life anymore. You seem to be very ungentlemanly to be entangled like this, do you understand? " Du Anran said softly.
"What do I want to be gentlemanly about? I only want you... "
"Isn't it good for us to go our separate ways? "
"I don't agree, I can't agree! "
"What's the use of you not agreeing? We're not getting a divorce, we don't need you to agree. I'm about to get married, you should hurry up. Miss Tang is not bad, she has a good personality. If I'm with you, at least you won't go crazy. "
"What? Say it again... " Xin Zimo said in a deep voice.
"I'M ABOUT TO GET MARRIED! " Du Anran raised her voice.
"whether you get married or not is not up to you, it's up to me. " Xin Zimo said, "have you forgotten that we've spent so many nights together? If the Xie family knew that you were my woman, would they not mind? "
"Then I'm living with another man now. You don't mind? " Du Anran blurted out.
Xin zimo admitted that Du Anran's words had pierced into his heart. If he did not mind that his woman was living with another man, would he still be a man?
"I really want to strangle you to death! " Xin zimo grabbed du Anran's neck, and his eyes were red.
But he would never be able to do this. All of his rationality and irrationality had been defeated by her.
Du Anran was forced to take two steps back. Her back was pressed against the wall, and it was cold.
"Cough, cough... " Du Anran grabbed his hand. Unexpectedly, his hand was colder than hers.
"It's too late. You should go back. It's raining so heavily outside. We shouldn't have so-called entanglements. What you need is time. " Du Anran lowered her head.
"Time... ha, if everything in this world can be solved with time, there would be no regrets and wounds. "
Xin Zimo's heart ached. Every time he faced her, he was so helpless and ridiculous. There was no longer the lively and lively conversation he had when he was talking to others. There was also no longer the dominating presence in the business world. He was just like a lonely child, silently licking his own wounds.
"I will never answer your calls in the future. Don't let the people who love you down. Treat Miss Tang well. "
"If I have to love them just because they love me, then I love you. Why can't you treat me well? " Xin zimo looked at her.
Du Anran was suddenly speechless. What he said... ... Was not wrong ...
The air around them froze, and only the sound of the rain continued to pour into their ears.
Du Anran pushed him away and went around him, walking towards the stairs without stopping.
There was no elevator in this old-fashioned small apartment, so du Anran climbed up the stairs in one go.
Xin Zimo did not catch up. He stood where he was, as if he was having another dream... ...
Every night, when he missed them for a long time, he would be unable to control himself. He did not know how to spend the countless long nights in his life... ...
Xin Zimo walked into the rain. He was no longer aware that the rain was pouring down.
The driver was anxious. He was afraid that Xin zimo would get sick, so he quickly took an umbrella and got out of the car.
He was old and could not understand the right and wrong between young people, but he could still understand the feelings in Xin Zimo's heart. And just now, Xin Zimo asked him that question.
"Mr. Xin, quickly get in the car! " The driver covered the rain for him.
But the rain was too heavy, and the wind was too strong. An umbrella was useless.
Xin Zimo's suit was completely soaked, and the driver had no choice but to move all the umbrellas to Xin Zimo's side.
"Mr. Xin, get in the car. If you have something on your mind, go back and sleep. You'll forget everything. Tomorrow is a new day, " the driver comforted him.
"I also want to sleep and forget everything. " Xin zimo smiled bitterly.
Du Anran climbed up the stairs and squatted at the door, crying. What if she had not listened to Sun Ping and decided to be with Xin Zimo?
There would continue to be people who would use her to threaten him. He would make many unnecessary sacrifices because of her existence. Her family background and background would not bring him any benefits... ...
Not to mention that mother Xin would not let her enter the Xin family, she would also have a guilty conscience.
She loved him to make him happy forever, not to drag him down.
With that thought, she slowly stood up.
The heavy rain continued for another three days. Everything was wet, and even the ground was covered in Moss.
After that night, Du Anran did not see Xin Zimo again. Xie Chenjin's illness was also cured, but du Anran was very tired.
She called Han Yuan and told him that she wanted to go on a trip... ...
At this time, Han Yuan was far away in Dunhuang. He was taking pictures of the beautiful murals, studying the local topography, and chatting with the elderly.
Han Yuan was a little surprised to receive a call from Du Anran. "cousin-in-law, are you looking for me? "
"Han Yuan, where are you? I want to go out and play... "
"I'm in Dunhuang, it's too far from city a, I can't rush back! "
"It's okay, I'll go look for you. Dunhuang... I've never been there before. " Du Anran fell into a state of longing ...
"You came alone? " Han Yuan sensed that something was wrong. "It's too cold here, wait for me to go back and look for you! "
"Tell me the location, you can pick me up there. "
Du Anran stood in the wind and brushed away the broken hair beside her ears. She looked at the blue sky and imagined the scene of leaving city A.
Dunhuang, the place with thousands of years of flying murals, carried countless beautiful dreams and glory. She had been yearning for that place for a long time and had never had the chance to go there.
Two to three months ago, she had acted coquettishly and asked Xin Zimo to accompany her out to play. At that time, Xin Zimo had said that he would definitely accompany her out when he was free. However, before he was free, they broke up.
This time, they had completely broken up. She could only go out alone. Fortunately, there was still a small life in her stomach... ...
"No, cousin-in-law, are you really coming over? Why don't I go to Hainan somewhere else? " Han Yuan said.
"Dunhuang, it's fine. Just wait for me there. I'll go look for you. "
"sister-in-law, what happened? You sound like you're in a bad mood. Are you really going to come alone? " Han Yuan was still worried.
"nothing much. I'm just bored at home and want to go out more. Didn't you tell me to go out more when I was young? Otherwise, it would be a pity to waste my youth. "
"That's true, but I'm worried about you coming alone. sister-in-law, have you discussed it with brother-in-law? "
"With you there, what's there to be worried about? I'll go by plane. It'll only take a few hours, " Du Anran said.
"Okay, then cousin-in-law, you must pay attention to your safety on the way. I'll wait for you in Dunhuang. I'll send the address to your phone in a while. Wait for me at the airport. I'll pick you up, " Han Yuan said.
"I'm just going for a walk. You... don't tell anyone that I went to look for you. "
Du Anran did not plan to tell anyone other than her mother and Xie Chenjin when she went out this time. She had been trapped in city a for too long. There were too many disturbances, and she could not cut them off.
Han Yuan was not a fool who did not know anything. Many times, he was much more sensitive to girls than Xin Zimo. He heard Du Anran's tone as if she was hiding something. It was fine. When du Anran came, he would slowly enlighten her.
Going out to relax was the best way to forget her worries.
After contacting Han Yuan, du Anran immediately booked a flight to Dunhuang. She set off with light clothes. She only carried a backpack and tied her hair into a ponytail.
Looking at herself in the mirror, Du Anran felt as if she had returned to her school days.
She smiled as she looked at her. She was already so old, yet she still pretended to be a little girl. It was too unkind.
Fortunately, the journey was a little far and did not involve any strenuous activities. Therefore, du Anran was not too worried about the child in her belly. After all, taking the child out for a walk was good for both mother and son.
Du Anran only sent a text message to her mother and Xie Chenjin when she arrived at the airport. Although it was a little irresponsible of her to act first and report later, she would be back after a few days. She did not take it seriously.
The plane to Dunhuang soon departed. Du Anran bought a travel manual and an introduction to Dunhuang's history and culture in advance. This time, she had to relax properly and stop thinking about the people and matters related to city A.
The plane landed in Dunhuang in the evening. The weather in Dunhuang looked very good, and everywhere was emitting an ancient and rich aura.