Du Anran did not care that she was only wearing a nightgown and had nothing on her feet. She only knew how to run down the stairs.
There was a soft and smooth carpet under her feet. When she stepped on it, it was as if she was stepping on the tip of a needle.
However, Xie Chenjin's voice rang in her ears at an inappropriate time. Xie Chenjin had once warned her, "if he treats you better, will you pretend that nothing has happened? "
Her heart was in a mess. Why, why did she panic the moment she knew that he had jumped into the sea? Why was she ecstatic when he returned after four days and four nights? Why was she willing to give herself to him just now... ...
Was his kindness to her on a whim, or did he just coax her and treat her as one of the many women... ... After all, what was unattainable was the best ...
"ANRAN! " When Xin Zimo chased her down the stairs, he accidentally bumped into the table. His leg hurt so much that it immediately went numb.
Du Anran hit the password button hard. The door opened, and she ran into the snow like a crazy person.
The snow spun with the Wind. When the cold wind blew, Du Anran immediately woke up.
The snow fell on her body and stayed on her smooth arm for a moment. It turned into cold water and seeped into her skin.
She ran to the metal door and wanted to pull open the lock, but Xin Zimo hugged her from behind. "DON'T BE RASH! Come back with me! I'll explain it to you! "
Xin Zimo only wore slippers. It was really cold outside, piercing to the bone.
"I don't know which of your words are true and which are false... " Du anran cried. So, this was what made her feel the most insecure.
It was not that she did not love him, but it was not that she did not dare to trust him.
She never knew why his actions and words were always inconsistent. After so many inconsistencies, could she still trust him Could she still continue to believe what he said?
"Ever since I knew that I fell in love with you, I have never lied to you again! " Xin zimo hugged her tightly. After so many disasters, he was afraid that she would accidentally disappear again.
He had just gotten her and had not had the time to give her happiness.
"Let go of me... " Du Anran was already powerless to speak. She only wanted him to let go of her, she only wanted to go out for a walk, she only wanted to run in the snow... ...
"I won't let go! " Xin Zimo did not learn Sanda for nothing. He quickly restrained Du Anran. With a strong hug, he carried her into the room.
Du Anran bit his arm. "Let go, let go! "
Xin zimo frowned in pain. This time, du Anran was really angry. He felt waves of pain on his arm, even more painful than the gunshot wound on his chest.
Xin zimo closed the room door and threw her on the big bed.
Du Anran's mind was filled with the scene of them being intimate when she touched the bed. She held the velvet sheets tightly in pain.
"Anran, why don't you dare to believe me after so long? " Xin Zimo looked at her, and his heart hurt. "How can you believe that every word of my promise to you is serious? "
Du Anran turned her face away and stopped looking at him. "maybe that day will come, but not now. "
Xin zimo laughed at himself. Although she said that she loved him, she couldn't even give him the most basic trust. He took a big step forward, grabbed her chin, and forced her to look at him.
"since you don't believe me, why did you give yourself to me? Hmm? Is it because you're lonely, thirsty, and want a man? "
"Xin Zimo, what did you say! " Du Anran was trembling with anger. She pushed him away and slapped him.
It turned out that all she got in return was his malicious ridicule.
However, Xin Zimo was good at fighting, so he still held her hand. He looked at her and grabbed her wrist with force.
He was probably mad because of her, so he said such words. Such words were enough to hurt a woman's entire self-esteem.
Du Anran's eyes suddenly darkened, as if the sea of stars was suddenly covered by dark clouds. There was no anger in her eyes, only despair... ...
She looked at him and could not even cry.
The man in front of her seemed to be a stranger, so strange that she was afraid.
This was the man she had waited for four days and four nights This was the man who had once made her want to jump into the sea to accompany him When she had given him everything she had, he had mercilessly stabbed her.
Xin Zimo was stunned when he saw the despair in her eyes. He let go of her red wrist.
"I'm sorry. We had better calm down! " Xin Zimo turned around and walked out of the room, closing the door with a bang.
Du Anran couldn't even hear the subtle movement of the second hand. Her mind was blank.
She thought too highly of herself. She thought that since she had loved him, there would be no difference between them. It turned out that she was only one of his many women. She had always been one of them.
The bedsheets were crumpled by her. The photo album on the side stung her eyes.
She sneered and picked up the photo album again.
The photo album was very thick. Each photo was full of photos of Xin Zimo and Chi Xue. There was no third person.
The scenery was of London. From the vicinity of the Channel Villa, to the coffee shop, to the Amusement Park and the riverside, they were all there. The photo was taken more than ten days ago.
In the photo, Xin Zimo did not seem to have any scruples. Even when Chi Xue held his hand, he did not reject her. There were many ambiguous actions in the photo. Du Anran did not know if they had once been like her and him tonight, having sex... ...
She did not dare to think about it. When she thought about it, she felt like throwing up.
In his eyes, she was just a lonely and thirsty woman, and he just happened to have a need for her. So, they got together at night.
It was just that simple.
When he gave her the bracelet, he said that he had to take good care of Chi Xue, so he asked her to sacrifice herself... ... He said that he would trust her for the rest of her life ...
Take care... ... Indeed, he really took care of her ...
Du Anran laughed at herself, she was too naive... ...
Finally, she covered her heart and sobbed.
Xin Zimo had been standing on the rooftop ever since he came out of his room. He saw the small candle that had already burned out on the rooftop.
He did not expect that this meeting after a narrow escape would turn into such a situation.
He did not turn on the lights. He impatiently lit a cigarette. In the darkness, the bits of light on the end of the cigarette danced. He also punched the glass of the rooftop.
When the next day came, the snow finally stopped. The Sun came out and shone on the white snow, reflecting a dazzling light.
The snow on the ground had long accumulated a thick layer. The snow was smooth and smooth, without any marks. The air was suddenly cold, and not even a bird could be seen in the sky.
When the housekeeper arrived at the villa, it was already nine o'clock in the morning. She had come late on purpose. If she had not been afraid that the two of them would go hungry, she would not have planned to come.
After she arrived at the villa, she went into the kitchen. She wanted to make some snacks and leave. It would be better to let them go out for lunch.
However, when she walked into the courtyard, she noticed that the atmosphere was not right. She looked up and was shocked. Xin Zimo was standing on the rooftop looking out of the window. His eyes were unfocused and his expression was gloomy.
She quickly ran up. The moment she opened the rooftop door, she choked on the entire tobacco smell.
"cough cough. " The Butler coughed repeatedly and quickly opened the windows on the rooftop to ventilate.
However, the cigarette butts on the floor still scared her. She took two steps back and looked at Xin Zimo who was only wearing pajamas. She was a little flustered.
"Mr. Xin, are you okay? " When they left yesterday, they were still as inseparable as glue. Why did they spend the night instead... ...
"I'm fine. "
Xin Zimo's voice was Hoarse, and the Butler was even more frightened, afraid that he would catch a cold.
"Mr. Xin, go and change your clothes. Guo Zi told me to take good care of you. How about I send you to the hospital later... " the Butler did not know what had happened, and he spoke very carefully.
"There's no need. "
The Butler did not know what to say. She could only nod. "Alright then... I'll go prepare breakfast... "
The Butler did not dare to clean up the rooftop, so she left in embarrassment. Just as she walked down the stairs, she bumped into Du Anran walking out of Xin Zimo's room.
"Good Morning, Miss Du! " The housekeeper noticed the tear stains on Du Anran's face. Her eyes were still red and swollen like peaches.
"Good Morning. "
The housekeeper saw the deliberate avoidance in Du Anran's eyes and the desolation in her voice.
The housekeeper didn't know what happened last night, so she didn't dare to ask. She only smiled and said to Du Anran, "Miss Du, what do you want to eat today? I'll make it for you. "
"No need. " Du Anran shook her head and walked to her room.
The housekeeper stood downstairs at a loss. She did not know whether to stand or leave.
Just as DU anran pushed open the door to her room, she suddenly turned around. "housekeeper, is there a pharmacy nearby? "
"Pharmacy? " The housekeeper could not react in time. "Miss Du, are you not feeling well? What do you want? I'll go buy it for you. "
"I'll go by myself, " Du Anran said lightly.
"Oh, oh. " The housekeeper nodded. "It's a bit far to the right when you go out. Why don't I let old Chen Send You... "
"I got it. Thank you. "
Du Anran closed her room door, but no one noticed that Xin Zimo's eyes darkened as she put out the cigarette butt in her hand.
Du Anran changed her clothes and rushed out of the door. The snow had stopped, but the road was still difficult to walk on. Every step on the snow-covered road seemed to take away all her strength.
She was wrapped in a thick scarf. The temperature outside could not be compared to the villa. One was winter, and the other was spring. However, if she stayed in spring, she would gradually forget that winter also came very quickly.
After walking for half an hour, Du Anran finally realized how far away the housekeeper was talking about.
She stepped on the snow slowly. London's winter was very quiet, but the sunlight behind the snow was very warm. She raised her head slightly and stretched out her hand, wanting to feel the warmth.
An hour later, she finally found a pharmacy.
"Emergencycontraceptionpills, " Du Anran walked forward and immediately said.
"Ok. " The salesgirl nodded, then turned around and looked for the medicine that Du Anran wanted.
After a while, the medicine was found. Du Anran expressed her gratitude. After paying, she immediately tore open the packaging. She did not ask for a glass of water, but just swallowed a pill.
The medicine was very bitter, and the bitter taste immediately filled her throat. She frowned and gritted her teeth without saying a word.
She did not want to return to the villa anymore. She walked aimlessly on the streets of London. If, if she had left on a plane four days ago, then everything would not have happened again.
She had it coming. No one would have felt sorry for her.