Then when she dies, Huangfu Qiye won't be in pain anymore.
How could he bear to let someone be in pain when he loves them.
If he finds out about her death in the future, then he will be in pain for the rest of his life because he loves her.
Then it would be better to take this opportunity to personally cut off this relationship. It would be better to be in pain for a while.
As long as she didn't explain, he believed that she wasn't a good woman, and he didn't love her. He would give up on her.
In the future, he wouldn't be in pain because of her death.
This was also the reason why she did not want to tell him that there was something wrong with her body.
If she loved him deeply, she would not bear to hurt him.
She did not want to cause him pain for the rest of his life just because she was going to die.
Tang Xiaowei covered her eyes with her hand, tears falling uncontrollably one after another.
Tao Yuyan watched from the side as Tang Xiaowei cried like this and was very worried. "Xiaowei, don't cry. I know that Huangfu Qiye misunderstood you. Let's go out and explain it to him. Don't be sad."
"No." Tang Xiaowei wiped away her tears. She looked up at Tao Yuyan and said seriously, "Yuyan, I can't explain. Maybe it's best for me to let him continue to misunderstand."
"Xiaowei, what are you thinking about? How can you not explain? You clearly have nothing to do with Ling Yijue, but you still love Huangfu Qiye." Tao Yuyan was anxious.
Tang Xiaowei smiled sadly. "Yuyan, have you forgotten that my poison can not be cured for the rest of my life? If I can't find the Song family, my life may only be a few short years."
Perhaps, it was not as long as a few years.
As long as she did not take the antidote, she could die at any time.
Although she loved Huangfu Qiye, she did not want to love him so selfishly that he would suffer for her for the rest of his life.
Therefore, it was better to be in short-term pain than to be in long-term pain.
Since fate had caused them to meet at this moment, and also caused Huangfu Qiye to misunderstand.
Then, let's just leave it at that.
Tang Xiaowei closed her eyes and did not speak anymore.
After listening to Tang Xiaowei's words, Tao Yuyan also remembered Xiaowei's current physical condition.
She also quieted down, feeling depressed.
Because Xiaowei was her best friend, she temporarily forgot that Xiaowei's physical condition was not good. Subconsciously, she felt that Xiaowei was still the healthy girl from before.
That was why she did not want Xiaowei and Huangfu Qiye to quarrel and separate because of such a misunderstanding.
But now, thinking about Xiaowei's physical condition and seeing Xiaowei make such a choice, Tao Yuyan silently felt that maybe Xiaowei's choice was right.
But whether it was right or wrong, Tao Yuyan did not want to force Xiaowei anymore.
Whatever Xiaowei chose, she was willing to support her.
...
The two of them stayed in the room until dawn. Only then did they slowly come back to their senses.
Tao Yuyan looked at the sky outside and asked gently, "Xiaowei, it's already dawn. You're very tired after sitting for half the night. Why don't you get up, go to bed, and rest for a while?"
"Have they left?" Tang Xiaowei was still sitting on the floor. Fortunately, there was a stall on the floor and it was not too cold. She hugged her knees with both hands and curled up her body.
Tao Yuyan did not hear any sound outside, so she could only get up and go to the back of the door to take a look.
When she took a look, she realized that there were only two groups of bodyguards wearing black clothes and Tao Xian standing outside.
She was surprised for a moment, then opened the door and asked Tao Xian nervously, "Ah Xian, why are you still here? Where are the people fighting? And who are these people?"
Tao Xian stood guard at their door for half the night.
Suddenly, he heard the sound of the door opening and turned around. When he turned around and saw the woman he loved, she finally stopped hiding from him like before. Instead, she asked him nervously, and his expression was filled with joy. He replied, "I was worried about you, so I was here to protect your safety. As for the people who fought, they were all seriously injured and went to the hospital. And these people are the bodyguards that the two of them left behind."
Tao Yuyan finally understood the current situation and nodded. "Oh, so that's how it is. How serious were the injuries of the people who fought?"
Tao Xian was a little jealous and fell silent for a few seconds. Tao Yuyan did not even ask him how he felt after standing here for half a night. She actually went to fight because of Tang Xiaowei.
He replied in a disappointed tone, "He won't die."
Tao Yuyan heard that his tone was not very good and recalled that he had stayed up for half the night. She then recalled the things that had happened between her and him previously. She felt awkward, but at the same time, she also remembered that Xiaowei said that Tao Xian might like her, and it might even be love.
She lowered her head slightly, not daring to look him in the eye. She said in a low voice, "Ah Xian, thank you for keeping watch at the door for half the night. But you should go and rest now. Go back to your room and sleep."
"You care about me?" Tao Xian looked at her with a heavy gaze, but he found that she had lowered her head, as if she did not want to look at him. His expression, which was originally a little excited, now became gloomy again.
"Yes, yes. You are my younger brother. Of course I will care about you," Tao Yuyan said subconsciously.
After saying that, she felt that the temperature around her had dropped by a few degrees.
She looked up and saw Tao Xian looking at her with a gloomy face. He suddenly sneered, "Yes, I am indeed tired. I will go back and rest."
After he finished speaking, he did not stay at the door anymore. Instead, he snorted coldly, turned around, and went straight into the room next door. He closed the door with a bang.
Tao Yuyan was a little stunned.
She did not expect him to suddenly get angry.
She did not know why he would suddenly get angry.
However, she still did not stay at the door any longer.
She suddenly felt a little disappointed, and this disappointment was entirely because of Tao Xian.
She felt that it was strange, but she did not want to think too much about it. She hurriedly retreated and closed the door.
When she returned to the room, she found that Tang Xiaowei was looking at her expectantly. She sighed.
"Xiaowei, you clearly care about Huangfu Qiye very much. If you love him so much and give up just because of your physical condition, and if you detoxify him in the future and he gets together with another woman, won't you feel regret and pain?"
Tao Yuyan walked to Tang Xiaowei's side and sat on the carpet with her.
After hearing Tao Yuyan's words, Tang Xiaowei's entire body stiffened for a few seconds.
Yes, Yuyan was right.
Just the thought of rejecting Huangfu Qiye like this, even though it was for the sake of the two of them, made him give up.
However, if the poison in her body was removed in the future, and Huangfu Qiye was separated from her and misunderstood because of this, then he would be with another woman in the future. At that time, would she be able to accept that kind of heartache?
This question stumped Tang Xiaowei. She started to be silent, not knowing how to answer.
Tao Yuyan did not dare to urge her.