He felt his nose turn sour. Cai Shaofen had been married to him for eighteen years, but she had never smiled at him like this. She had always been gentle and gentle in front of him, and the expression on her face was indifferent and cold.
He had once thought that a woman like Cai Shaofen was not suitable to be smiled at, because she did not need to smile to show her nobility. Therefore, a few years before their marriage, he still loved to take her out to socialize.
But who would have thought that in eighteen years, he had not truly understood her, nor had he truly entered her heart. It was not that she did not like to smile, but she just refused to smile at him.
Thinking about it, it made sense. His marriage to Cai Shaofen originated from a marriage alliance. At that time, the person he loved was Lan Yunxi, and his father didn't allow him to marry Lan Yunxi because Lan Yunxi couldn't bring benefits to the Lei family, but the Cai family could.
At that time, it wasn't that he hadn't resisted. In order to be together with Lan Yunxi, he even ran away because Lan Yunxi was already pregnant with his child at that time.
But that escape ultimately resulted in a car accident, and that car accident also caused him and Lan Yunxi to completely separate. Then, he finally resigned himself to fate and married Cai Shaofen, the daughter of the Cai family.
Before they got married, he had only met Cai Shaofen once. He only knew that she was a beauty, as beautiful as the person in the painting. Her beauty was beautiful, but it lacked the spirit of life.
After that, they got engaged and then got married. The two of them didn't even talk much, let alone fall in love. It could be said that two strangers had walked together.
But even so, he still maintained that he and she were husband and wife. The two of them should live a good life, so on their wedding night, he still forced himself. He turned off the lights in the room and went to bed in the dark.
Now that he thought about it, didn't Cai Shaofen force herself as well When he pressed her under him, she even said, "can you be gentler? I heard that the first time was very painful. "
He didn't remember how he felt about Cai Shaofen. In short, he was very gentle on the first night because he heard her say that the first time was probably because of a man's pride. He did indeed get a rare satisfaction that night.
But in the days that followed, he and Cai Shaofen's husband and wife life were very respectful. Not to mention fighting, their faces were almost never red because she was too perfect and did everything very well. He didn't need to worry about her He could not find a place to be angry.
The first ten years passed by peacefully. It was so dull that he could not find anything that could remember the wonderful things between them. The only thing he remembered was that she was very obedient and drank the Chinese medicine prescribed by the family doctor. It was so bitter and smelly She drank it so much that she did not even frown.
Now that he thought about it, he really let her down. Because in the eleventh year, out of his desire for children, he actually failed to control himself and found women outside.
In all conscience, he couldn't even remember the names of those women now. Because his original goal was only to have a child, it was impossible for him to have a good relationship with other women.
In the beginning, he did hide it from Cai Shaofen, but these things would naturally be exposed over time, so he couldn't hide it for long.
He had thought that Cai Shaofen would quarrel with him if she knew, but who knew that Cai Shaofen would also pretend not to know when she found out. But one night, when he wanted her, she lightly handed him a box of TT, saying that she didn't want to get sick.