She slept on this strange big bed again. She smelled a slightly familiar smell. She hugged the blanket that was still considered strange. She hugged the love pillow that Lei Zhenyu had already placed on the bed for her. She had insomnia.
She tossed and turned on the bed, unable to fall asleep. In fact, in her situation, she should lie on her back and not move around. This was because if she moved the Tampon around, she might have side leaks or something like that.
However, she could not fall asleep while lying down. She had no choice but to turn her body around. She wanted to find a comfortable position, but she had to lie on her left. She could not fall asleep. She lay on her right, but she still could not fall asleep.
She remembered the first night she came to Lei Zhenyu's place. At that time, it should have been even stranger. However, she actually fell asleep. Tonight, it should be said that she was a little more familiar with it. Why was it that she could not fall asleep.
In fact, she was not an easy person to choose a life. Moreover, she did not choose a bed. Because of her profession, she would often go out to sketch or go to strange places during the year. Usually, when she was tired, she could sleep at any inn or farmhouse.
She thought that she could not fall asleep tonight because she had indeed experienced a lot of things today. Moreover, these things had made her a little unlucky, so she could not fall asleep.
Of course, another reason why she couldn't fall asleep was the abdominal pain. Every time she had her period, her lower abdomen would be in excruciating pain. Ever since she started her first period at the age of 13, this pain had been accompanying her.
The first time she had her period was at Binhai. At that time, she went on vacation to one inch Mo city. That time, she happened to meet her period. The pain was so painful that she rolled on the bed, shouting that she didn't want this thing. She wanted Mommy to find a doctor for her. She would never want this thing in her entire life The pain was excruciating.
Mommy smiled and explained to her that a woman's period was a physiological reaction. It proved that you were growing up, and dysmenorrhea was a physical pain. Many women would experience this kind of physical pain. When they grew up, they would find someone who was connected to their heart After getting married and having children, the physical pain would slowly heal.
Later on, when she read more, she naturally understood these principles. When she was in high school, some of her classmates were rolling on the bed in pain. At that time, the people in the dormitory were talking about finding a prince charming when she went to university. Then, after she graduated from university, she would quickly get married and have children This was because not only could this lead a happy life, but women could also receive special benefits, which was that after giving birth, they would not suffer from menstrual cramps every month.
She was once a child who came from that dream age. Just like ordinary girls, at the age of seventeen or eighteen, they also had that dream. She could meet a prince charming and then hold her in the palm of her hand like a princess.
Later on, when she was about to graduate from university, next to that grain mound, when Jin Zhengnan lit a match in that dark night to illuminate the surrounding darkness, she could not help but be attracted to it. She even thought that this was the prince that God had given her.
Unfortunately, the heavens were playing tricks on her. After she married Jin Zhengnan, not only did she not have the so-called happy life that she used to dream about, she did not even have the little bit of welfare that a woman should have.
As a result, her physical pain was still in pain. The pain that came every month on time never disappeared.
She tossed and turned on the bed for an unknown amount of time. She really could not fall asleep. She felt that the Tampon below was already wet, so she had no choice but to get out of bed and walk out of the bedroom. She pressed one hand on the cramping pain in her lower abdomen Then, he tiptoed toward his Satchel on the Living Room Sofa.