"You're afraid of being liked by others, but you're also afraid of liking others. So, at that time, I made a very foolish decision in my heart. I never said how different you were to me when I was by your side. I hid my love for you in the deepest part of my heart until I watched you find someone who can give you love and a sense of security. Now, I'm really very happy."
Gu Ruochu's tears suddenly fell when she saw the word 'happy' .
He really understood her.
She was afraid that others would love her, but she was also afraid of falling in love with others.
She was extremely insecure and only changed when she met Huo Nanchen.
But how could he be so foolish?
Actually, she was not worthy of his treatment at all.
Huo Nanchen hugged her and reached out to wipe away the tears in her eyes. Her eyes were still fixed on the letter he had written. The handwriting was so graceful that it was not quite the same as his.
Xu Yichen, he was actually the person who understood life the most.
He knew that she would not be able to give him any response so he pretended to be confused.
"Sometimes, I'm also very frustrated. Why can't I give you anything you need, trust, a sense of security... ... I hated myself for being unable to do anything. Later, I finally understood that you would wait for someone more worthy of your wait ... When this person finally appeared, I could finally leave with a smile."
"silly girl, are you crying now? " "But I know that he's by your side, so I'm not worried anymore. ". "Be happy. I might be experiencing a different life in a corner of the world now. You should be happy. ". "when you read the letter, I don't know where I am anymore. As long as you remember that I will always bless you from afar. "
Xu Yichen's name was written at the bottom of the letter.
Gu Ruochu clutched the letter tightly in her hand and cried on Huo Nanchen's shoulder.
His life was actually very bitter and almost half of his injuries were caused by her.
"I was the one who harmed him. "
"Don't think that way, he only wants you to be happy. " Huo Nanchen's voice was very hoarse as he hugged the person in his arms tightly, afraid that she would not be able to accept it.
In this aspect, Huo nanchen understood Xu Yichen very well.
Gu Ruochu looked at the baby's small bracelet and her tears began to fall uncontrollably.
So this was what he had said that he wanted to take away. At that time, none of them had expected that he would not turn back for the rest of his life.
"..."
Gu Ruochu had been lying in the hospital for a few days. After the first day when she found it difficult to swallow, Rong Xiao had also come to the hospital. His expression was rather haggard.
"How can you not eat? Even if Yichen were to leave like this, he would not feel at ease. " Rong Xiao lowered his head His eyes were filled with heartache "The dead have passed away. We won't feel any better if you continue to act like this. Look at your husband, he has become so haggard that he's on tenterhooks for you. To put it bluntly, the child is still in your stomach and needs nutrition and a healthy mother's body. "
These words suddenly reminded Gu Ruochu of her child and husband.
Indeed, the dead have passed away.
People should cherish themselves more for the sake of the living.
She could no longer cry and knew that she should continue to live her life well.
She must be strong.
Huo Nanchen's suffering was no less than hers because he had lost his mother.
Rong Xiao knew what to do when he saw Gu Ruochu's eyes twitch. He knew Ruo Chu very well and he immediately heaved a sigh of relief.
"hubby. "
"Hmm? "
He leaned over and held her hand tightly, "what's wrong? What do you want to eat? I've just made porridge for you. "
"MMM, I want to eat the porridge you've made. "