Time passed quietly, slipping through the gaps between her fingers. After an unknown amount of time, the wind outside the window blew wave after wave, and the branches swayed again and again.
Xi Wan did not feel sleepy at all. She got up, stepped on the floor with her bare feet, and pulled open the curtains.
The cold wind made her more awake.
The stars in the sky were so bright again, which made her even dimmer at this moment.
Large dark clouds drifted over from the distance, covering the gray and dark sky. The wind was stronger, and the rustling of the branches was even louder. Xi Wan did not know how long she had been reading. It was so long that the cold drizzle fell on her face.
Outside, it was drizzling.
Xi Wan sighed, closed the window, and returned to her bed. She turned on the bedside lamp and took the novel beside her. She felt that the words that used to be so familiar were now like a string of tadpoles, making her dizzy.
Unable to calm her heart, she put down the novel, took her phone, and played a little game. However, she was still upset for a moment. She only logged into Weibo: sunset not too late.
Sunset not too late: "It's been a year, so long that I've forgotten who I am. ".
"Ding Dong"
Xi Wan quickly received a notification.
Xi Wan was stunned. Someone was still online at such a late hour But then she thought about it. This was her alternate account, and only Li Zhan and Li Yan were connected.
She opened it and saw that it was from Li Yan.
This time, her ID was: Li Gongju who wanted to be a screenwriter.
When did she change her ID?
She put it down?
Li Gongju who wanted to be a screenwriter: "What is it? " "I don't understand it at all. What did you forget? "?
Xi Wan:"..."
After some thought, Xi Wan typed on it.
Xi Wan replied Li Gongju who wanted to be a screenwriter: "nothing. I was just lamenting that I wanted to be a live streamer, but in the end... ". "...".
"Ding Dong"
Very soon, Li Yan replied Xi Wan again.
Li Gongju who wanted to be a screenwriter replied Xi Wan: "What? �� , I thought something was wrong with you. ". How pretentious.
Xi Wan:"..."
Xi Wan replied Li Gongju who wanted to be a screenwriter: "It's so late, why aren't you sleeping? "?
Li Gongju who wanted to be a screenwriter replied to Xi Wan: "I'm shooting a magazine blockbuster in m country. It's broad daylight now, and I'm resting. As for you, at this hour, it should be late at night, why aren't you sleeping? ".
Xi Wan:"..."
Without waiting for Xi Wan to continue replying, Li Yan sent another message.
Li Gongju who wanted to be a screenwriter: "Are you smiling sideways, or are you lonely and unable to sleep? "?
Xi Wan:"..."
Xi Wan replied to Li Gongju who wanted to be a screenwriter: "Go away. ".
Li Gongju who wanted to be a screenwriter replied to Xi Wan: "uh-huh, no, no, no, no. ". I saw my brother's Weibo saying that he went to see you today. How was it? Did you guys... ... You know, give a sideways smile
Xi Wan:"..."
After dealing with her brother, she still had to deal with XI WAN. Xi Wan expressed that she was drunk.
Xi Wan replied to Eunuch Li, who wanted to be a screenwriter: What's in your head!
Eunuch Li, who wanted to be a screenwriter, replied to Xi Wan: Nephew, many nephews!
Xi Wan:"..."
Xi Wan only felt that the phone in her hand was like a hot potato. She wished she could throw it away, while the words sent by Li Yan were arrows, stabbing her heart to death.
Xi Wan could only ignore this sentence. Finally, she looked at Li Yan's strange ID and replied to her.
Xi Wan replied to Eunuch Li who wanted to be a screenwriter: When did you change your ID? Have you thought it through?
At this time, Li Yan replied to Xi Wan's message after a long time. The words she replied made Xi Wan feel uncomfortable.
This proud girl.
Eunuch Li who wanted to be a screenwriter replied to Xi Wan: "It's been a few days, but you don't pay attention to my movements. F * CK Happy, I want Louis Vuitton's custom bag. Remember to give it to me to make up for the 100,000 hurt in my heart. ".
Li Gongju replied to the setting sun: People, will grow up, always looking forward. I said earlier that although I told you I was open-minded, in fact I have been deceiving myself, deceiving others. My heart still hope, he can look back at me, I still hope, I have more than 10 years of feelings, can be reciprocated. But the reason why the hope is called hope, because it can never be.
Li Gongju replied to the setting sun: this time in the M country shoot magazine cover, I still full of young girl love, specifically went to his university to give him a surprise. "But from afar, I saw him standing shoulder to shoulder with a girl. "They were far away and didn't see me, but they were talking and laughing. It was the first time I saw him who could smile so gently. His eyes were really full of doting. It was the doting that I had been tirelessly seeking but couldn't get. "however, this smile and this doting didn't bloom because of me. It existed because of me. "At that time, my mood was unexpectedly calm. "Really, I always thought that when I saw a girl standing beside him who wasn't me, I would definitely be hysterical.
After that, Li Yan sent a private message.
The screenwriter, Li Gongju:
Xi Wan, did you know I actually didn't run up to him and question him. I also didn't cry. I could actually look at him and that girl standing side by side, talking and laughing so calmly.
But I knew that my heart was very uncomfortable. It was empty. It was as if someone had dug out a corner of it. I was numb. I didn't feel anything.
I still walked towards them. He also saw me. I saw a flash of panic in his eyes. Then, he used one hand to protect her behind him, as if I was some wild man or beast. This feeling was like I thought I could be in the same world as him, but he drew a gap between us. I was here, and he and his lover were there. There was a clear distinction.
At that time, I smiled, and it was a very bright smile. I only said to him, "Jiang Yi, long time no see. You are still as handsome as ever. ". Is that your girlfriend behind you She looks okay, but she is not as good as me.
He only replied with an "en" and asked me why I was here.
I said, "don't be narcissistic. I am not here to see you. I am just making a film. Coincidentally, the other party chose a location here. Then, I met you by chance. Meeting an old friend in another place, aren't you excited? "?
Then, I didn't know how long I chatted with him, and I didn't know what I chatted with him about. Anyway, after I came back, my mind was completely empty, and I didn't feel anything.
Then, I knew that my Jiang Yi would be completely dead in my memories.
Xi Wan, forgive me for only waking up now, but it's not too late, right I'm still young.
Xi Wan looked at the text that Li Yan had sent over. Her words were so casual, but she could still feel the pain that made her unable to breathe.
Yes, how could she let go of such a long-term relationship so easily.
It was like someone had cut a hole in her heart. Even if it was cured in the future, it would still be a scar that could not be touched.