"Jiang Xiwan, you love me. "
After a kiss, Li Zhen stared at Xi Wan, loud and clear.
These six words, like six nails, were nailed into Xi Wan's heart.
She cried bitterly, "Don't force me. I beg you don't force me! "
Li Zhan saw Xi Wan crying, a beautiful and refined face, full of tears, every drop, like a knife, Ling Chi his heart.
He was silent for a while, and he only hugged her tighter in his arms.
At this moment, he did not know what words to use. Even though he was usually sharp-tongued and eloquent, he could not say a word. But he knew that he could not give up on him.
His 28 years of life journey was neither long nor short. There were many sceneries along the way, and the temptation was great, especially for someone with his family background, which attracted countless crazy bees and butterflies.
He had always been indifferent and disdainful. There had never been a woman who could enter his heart, to the point that ever since he was in high school, he had been teased by a few of his good friends: Li Zhan, are you not good enough?
In College, he went to the CA business school, which was ranked fifth in the world in the United States. The foreigners here were open-minded, and their sex life was as normal as eating and drinking. Men and women, even if they were strangers, as long as they were pleasing to the eye, OK, book a room, buy a condom, and it was settled It would not be awkward to meet again. Some of his classmates from China were originally quite shy, but after a few years, they had also become open. Kissing strangers on the street had become a small case.
He was the only one who was single-minded. School, Financial Street, dormitory, three dots one line, living a life of purity and abstinence like a monk.
A friend who had a good relationship with him said quite exaggeratedly "Li Zhan, what species are you exactly "You said that you don't smoke, drink, and drink. I'll accept it, but you don't even want to have sex with a woman "Fine, you don't want to have sex with a woman. Ok, I'll take it that you like men for the time being, but why don't you create a boyfriend for me "This person doesn't love women and doesn't love men. You want to be the third type of human. "
Another friend also said, "Li Zhan, you're so f * Cking sorry for your looks! If I had your peerless looks, I would f * Cking sleep all over the world! "
Countless people were curious about his sexual orientation. There were also many people who were bored and used him as a bet, betting on when he would be able to have a partner.
After he learned about these things, he smiled slightly.
Of course, he knew that he liked women. There was no doubt about it. It was just that he had not met anyone that could move his heart.
He's a Germaphobe, and he can't stand his body in London with someone he doesn't love. So every time someone gives him a taste of science and sex, how wonderful, how to make people fall, he doesn't care.
It's not advisable to indulge yourself before the right person has appeared, because you don't know if there will be a woman in the future, who can make you proud to say to her --
I've been waiting for you!
I'm so glad I've finally waited for you!
He believes that there is no woman who doesn't care if she's the first time for that man. Just as a man has a virginity / woman plot, so does a woman have a virginity / man plot.
You are living a life of debauchery now, but you will blame yourself in the future. Unless you and your wife are not married because of love, then he has nothing to say.
Although people always say, to move forward, don't pursue the past. But the past, there is always, there is always a trace, women once don't pursue, two times don't pursue, three times Not necessarily.
They are a very cute creature, say don't pursue, in fact, always full of curiosity, she loves you, will understand your past, you don't want to say, she will go to the side to beat around the Bush.
When she found out about your past life, she would be wild and unrestrained, rotten and unbearable. Unless she was also a hopeless person, it was hard to say.
So, he used his cleanest resume to wait for the most important person in his life.
Time passed quietly. One year, two years. In the blink of an eye, he was twenty-eight.
He knew that although his parents didn't say it, they were always anxious in their hearts.
Although they thought that it wasn't too late for him to start a family, he was twenty-eight and hadn't had a girlfriend yet!
So his father arranged a blind date for him.
After the blind date failed, he went out of his way to chat with himself for a while.
Compared to his serious and inflexible father, his mother, who had become a grand slam movie queen in the entertainment industry, was much more open. She only patted his shoulder and said, "son, no matter what kind of daughter-in-law you bring to me, I won't mind. I only hope that you will have a happy life in the future. " To be able to have such a person to accompany you and accompany you, you will no longer be lonely, and you will be happy for the rest of your life.
When he first heard this, he was angry and amused.
He said, "mom, I like women and will marry a wife. You don't have to worry about your son dying alone. ".
As for her younger sister, she was probably influenced by the cute twin sons of her distant cousins. She wholeheartedly begged him, "brother, I want to be an aunt. Can you find a sister-in-law and give birth to two cute and cute nephews? ".
At that time, whether it was talking to his mother or his younger sister, the image of her appeared in his mind.
In fact, he didn't know how Jiang Xiwan had entered his mind. By the time he became conscious, she was already in his heart and couldn't be erased.
When they first met, her cold and stubborn eyes finally begged slightly, and she even risked everything to kiss a stranger.
He didn't know why she had to enter Xingyue home, but he knew that at that time, she was like a hedgehog with thorns pulled out. She was weak, but she thought that there were still thorns all over her body, and she was wary of everyone.
Goodbye. She clearly recognized him at once, but she pretended not to know him. She didn't say much, but her eyes were clean and full of spirit.
After meeting again and again, he could always dig out her shining points from her body bit by bit. Thanks to her good memories, these shining points of hers were actually engraved in his heart bit by bit.
Gradually, the points converged into a surface, and the originally empty image of her in his mind came to life. Every frown, smile, and every action was extremely clear, living in his heart
When he found out, he realized that he had fallen.
He knew that his cousin was pursuing him, but after thinking for a long time, he still decided to make a move and said that the two of them could compete fairly.
In fact, a large part of the reason he made a move was because he knew that Jiang Xiwan didn't love Zheng Nuo, nor would she love Zheng Nuo. Although this kind of decision was very shameless in the eyes of ordinary people, after all, his younger brother had long said that he wanted to pursue her.
Up until today, the two brothers had been estranged because of this matter.
But he didn't regret it.
Because he didn't know if there would be another woman in the future that would make his heart, which had been silent for 28 years, beat wildly.
Even if there was, it wasn't Jiang Xiwan!