I don't know what happened. I don't know where all the sounds were coming from. I don't know why their was so much yelling. I don't know why the dark didn't feel so warm anymore but cold and wet. It wasn't the good cold it was the cold that I didn't need. It wasn't the one from the snow. I didn't want to be here anymore. So I wasn't. I pushed, and then I pushed again, but she wasn't letting me out. It's like she wanted me there but I didn't want to be there anymore. I wanted to get away.
"It's not time" Vera what on earth are you talking about. "She wants to come out. She's ready but it's not time" I think you're just in shock. You've never seen me use my powers for something so cruel before. You just saw me drown my brother from the inside and burn his body. You just saw me crush his inside. "Stop it, she doesn't like when you talk like this" she's an unborn child how can you know what she wants. "I can feel her" of course you can hunny she's in your stomach. "No I can hear her, she feels what I feel, she hears what I hear. She likes you but she's afraid of you now, she's confused; scared." Are you scared of me. "Of course not my king. I love you" Then our child should have nothing to fear.
But I did fear him. He wasn't the man that I married 20 years ago. He felt nothing. All he wanted was power. I knew I would be safe with him but would I be safe from him. Will our child be safe from him or will he turn her into something like him. I could feel her, I could feel how scared she was and I knew she was nothing like him but stronger, I knew she would be something more powerful but how could I tell him. How could I tell the man who wants nothing but power and who would kill anyone who would maybe be more powerful then him.
I needed to get away from him. I needed to go somewhere. She wanted to come out and I needed to find a nurse.