learning from your mistakes in life. finding love isn't easy and not fun at all because you regret it .and you get hurt. .... then you won't want to love again ever. so then my heart has no love for anyone... but my father took me from grandma Mary because she did not want me..... she wanted freedom..... and more in life...because she had alot kid's... and now she did have any....so .... fucked up...she thought child would turn out like lucifer... she not turn out like him...so she took off with st.shadows... she cood and giggled...pffffpted gerbffted ... st . shadows laughed and until it started to smell.....bad she pooped and it started to over flow like lava it desengrated the changing table. ... but was poop not lava he cried all man.... you stink she started to fuss and cry and then it started raining .... an then her stomach was growling for food he her fed some good stuff.... oh yeah and fell a sleep....through the night.....st. shadows fell asleep to....in a deep lucid dream of the red banshee screaming blood curdling cries like missiles launching Iraq putting the government in there place ... so the United States we the people.....shall be whole again.... no more poverty... human or animals...... greed ....envy...last...glutny..and many more sins in the Bible... that are more deadly. ...