Entry 002
Dear Clara,
I silently wish that you would glance at me more often. I tried a lot of means in trying to gain your attention. I tried to be your friend, big brother even.
But this stupid heart does not allow me to be close to you without beating too fast. I am afraid that you will find out how I feel for you. My sister though, she is clueless. Always saying Clara this and Clara that.
Although I am very to hear updates about your personal life, I don't want to be reminded of what I cannot have.
Always pining,
Mr. X