R U D Y
Everybody will encounter someone in their life who they perceive to be particularly kind and compassionate. Someone you may depend on and trust, but it will turn out to be a complete lie They will use you, manipulate you, and do everything else to you so that they can get stronger while you get weaker.
He had treated me in that manner.
He defined it for me because I was only thirteen and didn't know what love or dating meant. I was too young to understand what they both meant. Knowing now that I was so naive and naïve to understand what love meant, it was a mistake that I will always regret.
Love is a lie as well.
My fathers' gruff voice interrupted my thoughts the poor man hasn't been the same since mom hasn't been home lately.
Whatever reason why she left maybe it was because of me or him? Or both of us hopefully not me I don't remember being a burden of a child. Only loving and very kind but I hope I'll be able to meet her someday.
I miss her.
Hearing faint footsteps pacing on the wooden floor as I drag myself out of bed, I can't help but think about her mom. My daughter Dona was there when I opened the door I gave her a soft smile picking her up
"Good morning sunshine," I told her she beams at me
"Good morning mama." I don't mind Dona calling me mamma or dada I'm both anyways and the only parent she has so far Red walked out on us which I'm not surprised what he did to me.
Whatever suits her and makes her comfortable at least.
Taking her hand we walked downstairs my father was passed out on the table his head lying face flat, and marks on his arms he might have been hurting himself. I know that mom leaving him had wrecked him but I have no idea of what else had been hurting him whatever it is it's hurting him deeply.
I placed Dona at the small table in the living room gathering the finished breakfast that father made. Blueberry pancakes with strawberries Dona's favorite it smelt delicious too I sat it in front of her.
"Remember to eat slowly," I told her she nodded and dived in I went to give our dog, Lucky a small Chihuahua some food and water. He was black and brown I adopted him a week ago and dad didn't know and amuse I picked him up from the streets.
I didn't...That's a lie. To prevent him from throwing Lucky back into the streets, I want to maintain the current situation. I had to take him because of the terrible condition he was in since I couldn't bear to see the baby perish on the streets.
That's why I named him Lucky I'm lucky to have him and he's lucky to have a much happier life with me and Dona. I decided not to eat the food at school and eat while I'm here school food is total trash never want to eat it.
After me and Dona got dressed up I took her to school and took myself to school. Now I'm on my way to a nightmare to see him and his goons they see a less than others, weak, an easy plaything, and more. I don't know where it went wrong.
All I'll try to do is be strong and get through my first day
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My daily routine is to ignore glances and comments while walking to my only best friend, Daeshanada who always stuck by me since middle school. She is gorgeous but don't be fooled by her looks she can attack at any moment.
I put on my happy smile walking up behind her warping my arms around my waist she turns around with frightened eyes then later scowl at me and punched my arm.
"Rudy you know how much I feel about somebody being behind me!" I laughed at her
"I love you too." She rolls her eyes before closing her locker
"So how was your summer?" I asked she shrugged
"I had to wear a stupid sweater that smelt horrible my grandmother or whoever wore it should have washed it my mom tried to cover up the scent but nothing worked." She spoke with a tone of dissatisfaction.
I pouted
"If the sweater was that horrible, I'll buy you whatever you want." I told her. I rolled my eyes as Daeshanada lifted her head and grinned evilly in my direction. She always gets too excited when I promise to buy her something.
"I appreciate it, babes, now how was your summer." She informed
"Who cares about my summer? Where have you been, and, more importantly, pwhy haven't you called me?" I frantically informed her that she sighs and rolls her eyes at the thought.
"My family and I went to the UK for vacation because my cousin's wedding was last month, and I was thinking of our old friend Ekaterina." She stated flatly.
"I guess it was that bad then," I mused. She gave a nod.
"I can't believe her parents named her after a witch! She's not even pure!" She screams. Everyone locked eyes around I began to grow anxious telling her to keep it down thankfully she did I'm glad she's swear I hate unwanted attention or just attention in general
"I'm sorry babe I get weird vibes since she outed you this feeling is keeping me away from her since that happened, so I get angry." She exclaimed I find it understandable I haven't gotten over what Ekaterina did but I try my best to move on forgetting that it even happened
"Fair but hey you're back in the US with me and we can forget about her yeah," I said with a smile hoping it'll cheer her up she smiles back nodding
"Yes, we can do that. I'm so happy to have you as a friend—a real, genuine friend—because you have your wonderful ways of thinking." As someone who has experienced terrible things, I want to be as optimistic as possible.
She embraces me. We stood there for a while before we pulled away walking towards the gym to get our schedules I'm hoping we get the same classes. We got ours and scanned through it.
I'm surprised the same teachers are still here
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NAME: RUDY MADDEN RACE/ETHNICITY: WHITE/EUROPEAN AGE: 17
ID NUMBER: 212923
1ST PERIOD ALGEBRA HUXLEY, ALEX
2ND PERIOD SPANISH 4
ALCARAZ, DANIELA
3RD PERIOD ENGLISH HANSLEY, MAXX
4TH PERIOD ART 4 MADSION, KENNEDY
5TH PERIOD ATHLETICS FORD JASON
6TH PERIOD U. S. HISTORY JEKINS, JADA
7TH PERIOD CULINARY ARTS COLLEYMORE, CARLOS
8TH PERIOD EARLY REALISE
9TH PERIOD EARLY REALISE
We won't change classes if you
Want a different teacher, don't wanna do the work or wanna be with your friends
If you have any concerns please come to us we will try our best to help you all
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I checked to see if Daeshanada had the same classes luckily it was three classes while the test we're separate. Hopefully I'm not picked on I don't want to get in another fight she rubs her hand on my shoulder.
"Well we're on a great start aren't we? Come on the bell will be ringing in a bit." She says taking my hand leading us to the hall Principle Keller saw me looking at the lockers, she grinned and started to go towards us.
"Good morning Rudy and Daeshanada." She says grinning
"Good morning Mrs Keller, something you need?" Daeshanada inquired, and Mrs. Keller nodded.
"Yes I do and it's for Rudy, We have a new transfer student form the UK who will be coming tomorrow Rudy do you think you can show him around? I am asking since you're really sweet and good at helping others." She explained I suppose showing him won't be that difficult unless he's a stubborn asshole
I hope he's not some bully though
"Sure Mrs Keller I'll do it." I said giving her a soft smile she placed her hands together clapping
"Thank you Rudy I'll return something in exchanged I hope you guys have a good day on your first day." She says before turning on her heel walking away
Daeshanada turned to me "Are you sure you'll be okay doing this." She said worriedly I nodded
"Don't worry I'll be okay its a quick show and tell I'm sure I can handle it hopefully thank you for worrying." I told her she nodded as she hugged me Daeshanada knows about my encounters with the kids I haven't told anyone lately cause I feel like it wouldn't be believable.
Also feel that it'll get passed by no suspension or ISS.
"Anytime boo." Just at that, the bell rang.
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Edited : 12/07/22
Rebecca new name is Ekaterina which means pure so you may think Ekaterina is pure as she thinks in the book
Daeshanada nationality is chnaged to British cause the woman who plays her (Nyane) is form the UK
Hope y'all enjoyed the chapter and the new version of it. Also hoping it's not too bad see you in the next chapter
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