Later on, he thought of her again and again. He kept having dreams from when he was young. He wanted to pick up the connection with her again, but he was nervous and lacked confidence. He had no choice but to re-examine himself.
He thought that he had fallen in love with his beloved.
The reason why he was with Lan Xiaonan back then was actually nothing more than a novelty now that he looked back on it.
On the contrary, he felt more comfortable when he was with his beloved. They talked about everything and there were almost no taboos. When he was with Lan Xiaonuan, the topics that he talked about might not be understood by Lan Xiaonuan, and his beloved could chat with him a little every time.
That kind of interaction without a common topic was actually boring.
