This was because she was already very clear about her feelings for Chi zixian and his feelings for her. The two of them were just lovey-dovey and heartless. If she continued to stay with him like this, she was afraid that she would fall deeper and deeper into his love.
She didn't want to sink deeper and deeper, and she didn't want to become his burden.
And a little embarrassed.
She naively thought that perhaps her infatuation with him was only temporary. Perhaps it was because she had grown up with him that she was so deeply infatuated with him. When she left him and went out, she might not be as infatuated with him anymore.
It was precisely because of this naive thought that Chu Xia couldn't wait to leave his pool and envy him.
After all, having a one-sided love for someone who had no interest in you was a very, very painful thing.
She didn't want to hurt him!
So, even if he couldn't get it, he could at least avoid it!