I woke up and was coved up with a blanket I guess they had those because they are soft and comfy I guess I really can't say. I looked at the time and it's 11:20 am I have to be out of here at 12:00pm like her mom said I don't wanna break rules or get the girl I am madly in love with into trouble.
I write a note to Scarlet telling her I'll be back if it's ok with her mom if not too meet me at my place if she can I go upstairs and put the note on her dresser to where she can see it. I go back downstairs and and lock the door on my way out to head back home I run so fast just to get there and go out in the woods just for a bit and go to the bridge where we had all those nice long conversations and make out sessions with one another.
I get back home my mom is in bed asleep and my sister is still gone possibly out with her mate who's been keeping her gone for a few weeks now. I made coffee and went to my room and sat on my bed and decided to draw waiting for ways to kill time and waited for night to fall to be with the one I love and hold more then dear to my heart. When drawing wasn't working anymore and playing the guitar didn't help and running all over the place or pacing didn't work I didn't wanna hunt or eat a thing without her by my side.
I felt empty not whole and I didn't know how to tell her exactly what I felt. I knew today would be the day I would ask my mom and then her for her hand in marriage.
I picked my guitar back up and decided to write her a song so sweet and true when I finished it I put the guitar back down and my pen and paper and laid down on my bed to go and take a nap.