Y/n was now pushed away on the ground and a concerned yet scary Jimin was on top of her.
"ARE YOU CRAZY?!" he screamed in her face as the truck passed behind them.
Y/n let out a small cry digging her head into Jimin's chest.
"why is it like this?" she asked Jimin crying wrapping her arms around him sniffling her wet tears dropped to Jimin's neck. Jimin was suddenly taken back by y/n's actions but slowly wrapped his arms around her.
"my dad's in the hospital fighting for his life, I now know what my dream is, my mother wants me to become a surgeon, but why is his voice inside my head?!" she screamed in her sobs.
"And I fucking like Jeon Jungkook of all people in the universe!"
"who?" Jimin asked immediately but seeing that Y/n didn't reply he didn't ask twice.
"let's go, you said your dad was in the hospital" he grabbed her hand. he pulled her into his big car. She silently cried on the seat her tears falling uncontrollably. He didn't know what to do to comfort her he turned on the radio.
"Hometown smile is now playing"
the mood-lifting song started to play. Jimin recognized it. It was his favourite song. Y/n looked up from her palms for a moment hearing the upbeat song fill in to her ears. she then started to hear Jimin's soft murmurs and a bit of the lyrics slipping. he then started o sing a bit louder unconscious of his actions as he made a turn while bobbing his head to the song.
the act warmed Y/n's heart a little. And she wanted to tell him she finally had the courage.
"I want to be an idol." she finally said.
Jimin stopped the car. he was about to say something but stopped himself. he looked down thoughtfully.
"Okay," he whispered.
"you don't mind?" she asked him.
"it's hard Y/n, but if it's what your up for i don't mind," he admitted before we were in front of the hospital.
"life goes on Y/n," he paused parking the car in the parking lot.
"and Jungkook's gone."
"what?"
could life go on? could y/n just grow out of the need to have Jungkook close to her? His pictures were still on her phone she never looked at them but she never deleted them either. life doesn't just go on not for Y/n and definitely not for Jungkook either.
Jungkook was sitting on his bed his face bruised his arm bandaged messily with no effort. he was reading a book about a rich girl and a guy who was in a lot of debt. he suddenly thought of Y/n he didn't know if she was ok. he was mad at himself.
if he didn't get into another fight after he got suspended he wouldn't have been locked up in his room. His father wouldn't be mad calling him a disappointment, his mother wouldn't be worried, and his grandma wouldn't be dead.
he focused on reading but he replaced the names with his and Y/n's it was so much easier to see what was happening like that.
'the girl wrapped her warm arms around the boy who was suffering-' he slammed the book tight.he was thinking of the cafeteria incident. he was thinking about how her warm small arms wrapped around his waist pulling him closer. shaking. she got hurt he kept pushing her away and lost control she was shaking against his chest.
why did he care about the small girl so much? why did he keep looking out for her? why did he keep getting involved with her problems? he was confused.
was she thinking about him? hell, did she even remember him? doe she still have the pictures of him on her phone?
he opened his book again trying to forget all his thoughts.
'The boy pushed her away trying to forget his feeling but he couldn't get his mind off of her, when he realized he loved her it was too late.' he slammed the book shut again
who the fuck bought this book? who would write such a depressing tale? he felt himself grow angry. Jungkook loved reading things like this but he didn't enjoy it right he didn't see why the tale was so sad and twisted. he had finished the book after he felt a bit bored from doing nothing.
the girl cut off her ring finger so she couldn't marry the guy who she was forced to marry by her mother. the guy jumped of a cliff and died much more painful as his best friend found the sad letter the boy had left. the father who was trying to protect the girl was murdered by the mother in front of her. the mother also committed several other murders that were discovered later. the guy who she was forced to marry ended up being a drug addict and beat her up every night until the girl died. he ended up losing his company,name,and reputation. the mother had also died along with the dude.
apparently the rich girl and the guy in debt met in heaven and live happily together with no regrets.
"what crappy story," he muttered. there was a small paragraph at the end. He decided to read it thinking it was an apology for writing such a depressing book.
'don't suffer because of someone else who wants you to'
the words hit him hard. So he continued reading a little paragraph.
'do what you want to do right now because life won't wait for you.'
"life goes on," he whispered before shutting the book and throwing it aside before picking another one. but he couldn't ignore the ending. he didn't pay much attention until he heard a ding from his phone.
it was a video from him. he played it carefully.
"hey, Jungkook! we just graduated Y/n won 3 awards! she amazing!" Jimin's voice lifted the mood of Jungkook in his darkroom.
"I'm right in front of her place i pranked her saying i was busy or something! but I'm going to support- HOLY SHIT-" Jungkook watched in confusion as his best friend ran out of his car.
"ARE YOU CRAZY?!" his friend screamed through the phone. Jungkook sat impatiently confusion clearly on his face.
"why is it like this?" her crying voice broke out. Jungkook could see her face wet with tears.
"my dads in the hospital fighting for his life, i now know what my dream is, my mother wants me to become a surgeon, but why is his voice inside my head?!" she screamed in her sobs. Jungkook's eyes widened.
"who?" Jimin asked immediately but there was no reply and the video was over.
it reminded him of the tale. the dad who protected her died, her mother forced something on her, she was harmed. It was just like the tale. Jimin was the best friend Jungkook was the suffering boy Y/n was this "perfect girl" whose mother was evil, the father died just like Y/n's father in the hospital, everything fit.
he glanced at the book lying on the floor.
he grabbed his coat and jumped off his window.
'Life goes on' he reminded himself running.
he needed to get to her.
he texted him.
'where are you?'
his reply was short:
'_________ hospital'
TBC-
(:
so this wasn't planning to be released this soon but when the comeback was today i rushed this chapter so if theres mistakes and a lot of other things that don't make sense it's probably because i rushed to get this chapter done.
i spoiled you guys so much i didn't think i needed to post but then i saw the song and i was like, YES.
so here it is! :D
also school was pretty fucking dramatic so, yeah, that's probably why this FF might be heavy.
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