As i grew up there were several things that was changed for me. I was used to the mess going around me. I go to the school like a numb person and came back straight. I was well aware from everything going around me and i named it life. My fellows used to talk about there boyfriends and other stuff then i make an imaginary boyfriend i used to talk about him a lot that way my fellows kind of came closer to me and i was messed up in a bad company.
In little age i was well aware from the things that i shouldn't have known. I start felling good the way i was becoming an interesting person to listen to. Then i fell in love with my cousin and we kissed each other and we starts saying lovely words to each other as he lives in the other city whenever he came by we hide somewhere and touch each other and kiss etc. i really still don't know it was love or what but we were kinda interested in each other.
MY parents start beating me often. i say a word and the smash a slap on my face without any reason. sometimes i get depressed and tries to end my life. i cut my hands with blades and held my breath for a long long time i cries all the night digging my face in the pillow but never was successful in my plans ever.
"Amelia what are you doing here" a women of old age asked me when i was on the visit of the construction building of our house. " I am here to find daddy" i said.
"But your daddy is not here i think you should head back home it's getting dark" old lady said.
"No its fine i wants to have a look" and i go straight inside the building. It was dark inside "Daddy Daddy are you here its me ammy dad where are you" and suddenly a hand covered my face and push me into a dark place. "Hey, little girl what are you doing here" a man with dark complexion and heavy beard asked me. i was soo much frightened their was no place to escape.i cried "Leave me uncle for God sake!! Leave me alone"