The breezy wind struck through the windchime gave a sweet sound, "Tring..ring..Tring.." it makes ShinMa paused herself from her crying. She stared blankly through the window and wiped her tears, "There must be something I can be good, but I have to finished off the past problem."
She pulled out all the gift that received from his ex. and the diary she called "Pink Note". Tears are rolling down on her cheeks but her hands never stopped tearing the diary into pieces, "Yes, everything is over. I don't have a place to keep you."
She started packing all of them but she packed the soft toys separately and ran into her bed. "It doesn't make me better. I want myself to be better than her." sniffing her nose.
She tried to slept but her eyes were wide opened under the blanket. Many memories come across her mind keeps her awaked till 2 a.m. She suddenly sat down "I am 20. I've to take care myself." She looked into the handy pocket mirror "God, Why are making my face ugly?" covered her face and trying to forget it but there again she cried, " Why did you born me as a poor young lady? aahh...aaa...haa.. " She looked all of their photo in the phone gallery, " All those days are useless." she marked all the photos to delete it but she closed her eyes tightly because she can't bear it.
"Ok, Chiang ! You made me like this because of that rich girl. She is rich because she was born in a rich family but I will be more richer than her in future." she promised to herself and continued on her crying, " Aahh...aaaa...haa...aaaa... "
After she cried a lot, she was tired and fallen sleep in her messy bed.
"Knock! Knock! knock! knock!", Roshita knocked at her door, " Hey, Shi! It's me, Ros. I'm alone, open the door "
Shinma woke up with Ros sounds, " Hmmm.... It's already day. Haa..., I'm coming wait a min." She walked to unlocked the door with half open eyes.
Roshita jumped into her when the door was unlocked and hugged her tightly, "I thought that you're dead. I saw him with that bitch on Facebook at 10 p.m. How dare they are? They even put relationship without any hesitation. Shi! Don't be unhappy, there are many boys more good and handsome than him. What is your idea?"
" Ahhhhh...." Shinma fell on her bed with her face. " I don't know. Don't mention anything about him." but her tears were rolling down drop by drop on her bed.
Roshita, " Okayyy..." She saw the package that shinma packed yesterday. She knew that her friend is not alright at all. She tried to pulled her, "Shi, if you don't make over yourself, then he may thought that you are dying in love with him. So... let's do something interesting, haaa...??" she nagged around her.
"What? Tell me? What do you want me to do? I'll do it but tell me something that I can." Shinma replied.
Roshita was whispering something to do into her ear. They giggled together and Shinma replied, " O My God! Is there plan B? I think I can't do it."
Roshita slapped on her butt and screamed, " Let's do it together...."