She would but it was like getting his hopes high before she would slam them on the curb. He was a man and later in life when their honeymoon phase would be over, he will see the things she lacks and the things others hoes could give him.
It was better to steel her heart now then getting it broken later beyond repair. Lei Xinyi taught her that.
"I can't do that too. Madam Lu and Master Lu asked me to stay with them, He Zheng will go there too. Lu Xinyi father thinks it would be good for my...mental health to be surrounded by people." She met him with a little forced smile, "Besides, your 'present' girlfriend would mind it, no?"
"Su Qing, you are the only woman I have been with. Those are paid actors bonded by a contract." He confessed with a proud smile. There was no lie in his statement. It was true, she could see it in his eyes.
