NO, he wasn't morning her, crying for her and nor was he going to feel like his heart was being churned in his chest because you did that only when someone died.
And she wasn't dead!
She told him she would wait for him forever! but she lied about many other things...
But no! She didn't lie about that, he had seen in it in her eyes shimmering like the deep ocean in full moon night.
He still remembered how she had hugged him, how she had smiled at him and called him back to say Goodbye...
But no! It couldn't be a bye for them. He doesn't accept a bye like that!
One time...one more time and he would give her anything that she desires. He would take her wherever she wanted. Just...just one more time!
He was clutching the steering wheel hard and driving in an insane for the second time in the same day for the same woman because she was slipping like sand from his hand...again.
