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"Hmmmn." pressed against the wall, Ian wrapped his arm around Hanlu's broad shoulders.
After Hanlu found out Lan's existence, they never had an intimate activity again. Ian becomes distant and always tends to be on his guard making it more difficult for him to make a move. Added the fact that Ian recently decided to move on, the two slowly drifted apart from their regular bodily contact.
Kiss deepening, Hanlu found himself exploring Ian's body. He had missed this feeling so much. Even if he sleeps with someone else, he would still miss the feeling he had when he was with Ian.
Maybe he didn't realize it but maybe he had long been in love with the Omega!? And he was just dumb enough to realize it.
Hanlu still wasn't sure but he knew to himself that Ian was different. He was different from the rest of them who he had in a relationship with.
Maybe it was his pride or maybe he was just stupid, but whatever it was, Hanlu wished he chose a different path when he started feeling something.
Separating from the kiss, Ian unbuckled Hanlu's pants in a hurry. When he had successfully done it, he kneeled down and took Hanlu by his mouth. He gazes at the Alpha seductively as he took him by half, lust visible on his wet eyes but Hanlu found it cute.
Bringing his fingers on Ian's boy cut hair, he assisted him with his movements. Seeing how his penis had slowly moved in and out of Ian's mouth, it made Hanlu more aroused.
There was no doubt, he loved it.
". . ." Not saying anything to distract Ian, the two continued with their activity until they both heard a gentle knock on the door.
"Mommy, I've done preparing daddy's breakfast," Lan said proudly, he even made Hanlu a lemonade which he had learned from his mother a few weeks back.
Hearing this, Hanlu suddenly panicked. He remembered Lan was preparing him breakfast. If the child finds them like this. Ian would surely not talk to him again.
"Baby, Lan's at the door," Hanlu mentioned noticing Ian had no sign of stopping. Hanlu caresses Ian's hair attempting to him pull away but before he could do it, Ian glared at him taking Hanlu's penis out of his mouth.
"Baby, can you wait in the living room. Mommy and Daddy have something to talk in private. We'll be quick." Ian said still stroking Hanlu's.
"uhmm, Okay! I made Daddy lemonade. I'll put it back in the fridge."
"Okay baby. Be good and wait for mommy and daddy." Ian convinced which Lan hummed okay in response before running to the living room and decided to watch cartoons.
"Is that okay?" Hanlu asked pulling Ian up.
"It's okay, just shut up and let's get this over with," Ian said annoyed, he wiped the sides of his mouth before walking to the laundry machine and turned it on.
"Over with what?" Hanlu asked looking at how Ian stripped his shorts leaving him bare to the bottom.
"Sex! I know you're only here because of this. I'm giving it to you one last time. After this, our relationship will be strictly only because of Lan, not friends, not strangers, not lovers. Next week, Lan's name will change to Mo. And by that time, I'll forget everything we had together."
"You can keep being in a relationship with Veronica Chime or whomever you want to be with, I don't care. And I'll be free to choose whomever I want. You can come and hang out with Lan by the weekends and I'll take care of him in school days. If you have something you want to add, I'll try making it happen but this... will never happen again." Ian spoke coldly as if after all his kept emotions burst out into the surface, it turned him numb as well.
He couldn't take it anymore, being with Hanlu hurt him so much more than he could imagine. Ian knew his unlikely relationship with the Alpha had been toxic, not just for him but also for Hanlu who had an image to maintain.
Hanlu stood there dumbfounded, his heart pounded fast and painfully. It's like the organ would jump out of his mouth.
The idea Ian had said made him terrified. The idea of Ian choosing someone else than him broke his heart. Was he too late?
" . . . " Hearing no response from the Alpha, Ian had the urge to cry again. Hanlu's silence must mean he agrees. Of course, Hanlu never loved him. He was just an Omega he likes to fuck. An Omega he happens to catch during his heat. Ian was never special, he never was.
Stepping close to Hanlu, Ian sucked up all his pain and hugs him, it will be their last together. He wants to savor it until it lasts. And when it's done, he must move on. Mo Hanlu was never meant for him, it took him more than 10 years to realize that simple fact.
"Alright!" circling his arms around Ian, Hanlu finally replied. And as if he couldn't stop it, Ian's tears started flowing. He was still crying when Hanlu aggressively tossed him to face the laundry machine. And not many seconds passed, he felt the Alpha's long and thick erection slid inside with force making him muffle his scream of pain.
"Oww! ahhh..." Ian burst, tears still flowing. He holds onto the machine for support, Hanlu noticed him crying but the Alpha didn't plan on stopping on his assault.
For some reason, he was angry. Ian is his, and no one can change that even Ian himself. Ian wanted this as their last?! He would never allow it! Never!
"Ouch! L-Luu!" Ian called as he cried harder, he tried to struggle but Hanlu was stronger. The Alpha's every thrust was filled with force and anger, so different from their usual sweet and tender. Even when he's on his heat, Hanlu was never aggressive to him. This was supposed to be their last time but Ian didn't want it to be like this, he wanted it gentle and sweet like always.
Screaming in a combination of pain and pleasure, despite his consent, Ian felt like he was being r a p e d.
"Why are you crying? You want this right?" Hanlu growled angrily. He wrapped his palms around the Omega's waist and slams on it aggressively. His mind was filled with the thought of Ian being with someone else than him and it made him mad, so mad he couldn't control himself.
He never considered that after this, he would regret it. He completely forgot that he came to the Omega's house to prove to him that he changed, that this time he won't hurt him. That this time he will put on an effort to be the dream man the Omega had wished for.
A good father to their son and a faithful husband to his wife. But no, all of that seemed to get harder to achieve.
*cries* "S-stop! Luu! Pleaseee," *cries* Ian begged sobbing but it was useless, the Alpha was not himself. Another minute had gone by until finally, Hanlu felt the need to release, Ian once again struggled. He tried to push Hanlu away but his arms ended up being held against his back.
With a tear-stained face, Ian finally felt Hanlu's massive load exploded inside him, filling him to the brim.
"Ahhh! No! No! Please! hmmm," Ian mumbled, his eyes rolled up. His drool drip at the side of his mouth once they finished. All his strength left his body, Hanlu grinned a few times making Ian released his semen to the laundry machine that coincidentally also finished turning.
"I'm not finished!" Hanlu spoke catching on his breath. The moment he pulled out, his thick semen immediately drips out of Ian to the floor. "I'll give you three months' worth of these, so enjoy it all you can," Hanlu mentioned turning Ian to face him but this time Ian's legs suddenly collapse making him fall on to his broad chest.
"I-I can't!" Ian mumbled his legs trembling as he catches his breath. "Please..." Ian begged but once again, Hanlu ignored him, he was lifted on the air and made to sit above the counter beside the laundry machine.
"You said, after this, I can choose whomever I want," Hanlu whispered, kissing on the Omega's glistening neck. "Well, be prepared, cause you're the one I want." Hanlu continued and claimed Ian's lips. He slipped in his hot and slick tongue and made it explore the Omega's sweet cavern.
"You can never escape me, Ian." As they separate, Hanlu whispered again and this time he pushed his rod inside for the second time.
*cries* "I hate you! Why can't you just let me go?" *sobs* "Y-You don't love me! You just keep on playing with me." *sobs* Ian burst crying nonstop, catching Hanlu off guard with the words he said.
"Y-you just want to h-hurt me... again" *sobs* "and again. It has always been l-like that!" *sobs* "I-I gave it all to you, b-but" *sobs* "it wasn't enough. Y-You, don't know" *sobs* "h-how much I've been through when I-I was p-pregnant." *sobs* "W-while you were fucking someone else, I was w-working non-stop. Y-You know what I am. You know what I've been through!" *sobs* "I-I even thought of abortion because I knew you wouldn't want the baby," Ian stuttered, struggling to get all of his emotion out on the surface.
*sobs* "I-I know. I know you wouldn't want us." *sobs* "I can feel it! " Ian continued sobbing. It was too painful and he had enough of the pain. He just wants to let it all out. Ian didn't finish his words as Hanlu pulled him into a hug making him cry harder.
There was so much running on Hanlu's mind and one of them was regret, he didn't know why he did what he did. He was dumb, and perhaps, Ian was right.
If he had told him he was pregnant back then, he might have forced Ian to abort the baby. He was too young and he wasn't ready for that kind of responsibility. He wasn't ready as Ian was.
"I'm sorry." Hanlu could only say these two words, it was simple but it made Ian burst. "I'm sorry," Hanlu whispered again and kissed Ian's forehead, he had never been so sincere all his life but at this moment he was.
He was genuinely regretting all his life choices. If he could just turn back time, he would do it and play it right.
Right now, all he could do is make Ian feel that he'll be by his side from now on.
*sobs* "You're not forgiven," Ian mumbled and hugged the Alpha.
"I know, but still, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry, baby. If you give me a second chance, I will make everything right." Hanlu sincerely and assured catching the tears from the Omega's eyes that had yet to fall and wipes it away every time those hot and wet liquid manages to escape.
"Fuck you! You already had your second chance but you chose to make out with that movie star!" Ian complained and pushed Hanlu away so their connection would separate but of course, Hanlu didn't want to separate and pushed his hips even deeper making Ian whine in irritation.
"That was my mistake and I won't do it again," Hanlu promised but Ian didn't believe him. However, this was the case, deep inside the Omega already forgave the Alpha although he would never admit it honestly.
Ian only watches Hanlu's mischievous features and he hated himself for falling over and over again.
"Stupid Luu! Pull the fuck out." Ian sniffled as he struggled and attempted to kick Hanlu drawing his thought away from the previous one, but in vain his legs only ended up caught by the Alpha and had it bend upward to rest above his shoulder.
"I won't. I missed this place." Hanlu stubbornly and slowly thrusts in and out.
"hmmm, I said take it out, Luu. Y-You came inside me!" Ian pulled Hanlu's hair.
"So? I always come inside." Hanlu replied playfully with a frown and continued to thrust forward, but this time gentler. And somehow sweeter.
"Ahhh! Y-You, don't understand!" Ian struggled but still ended up moaning. He leaned close to the Alpha and blush a red hue. "I-I'm not protected. I-I might get p-pregnant." Ian stuttered shy.
When he decided to move on and stop sleeping with Hanlu, taking birth control pills had become worthless. He didn't actually think today was going to happen and when he offered earlier to do it, he was gonna ask the Alpha to come outside.
"Well, isn't that convenient," Hanlu replied. He glanced at where he was penetrating in awe. He wondered how it would look like if Ian becomes pregnant again. On the other hand, Ian's expression fell in horror.