When I am small I have a feeling that I will lead this world with my thoughts, ideas, discpline. But the truth will be known when we see that. Yes, can see the truth now. Instead of managing the world I am managing my needs. I am not saying I failed in my life but I didnt reached the step where I wish to be. Between bed and sleep, I will be imagining my destination it will be awesome, so special, because that is the place where I wish to be where I want to be and I know that I can't be there within the night have to wait and have to earn it and I know it will take some time but not so late .Once I wake up every morning and knowing the reality will make my entry to the routine door.