[RayKon53: I 'do' feel powerless and that is a strange mood to be in. For a better perspective, my career depends on who I am as a person and what people think of me.]
'How much should I tell her. Exactly how much can I trust anyone with my secret. I have known her for too little to tell her who I really am. But why do I feel the urge to regurgitate all my knowledge about myself when it comes to this fascinating woman?'
[Rinten: You have a role of influence, then. And this rumor defames you and makes it harder for you?]
'I love how she didn't dig for more and just settled for the information she was given. It really makes me want to open up to her. Finally, someone who doesn't want to control me.'
[RayKon53: Not exactly. I think you need to know the situation for you to understand. You are being too clinical about this.]
