Every time I'm dreaming
I think I'm wasting my time
For the things that I know far to be come true Even though it's not a fantasy
But far also to reality.
Every time I'm dreaming
I feel a bit of sad
Because of the claws of eagle struggling my neck Because of the chain piercing my wings
Because of the cage that imprisoned my dreams
I want to be freed in the eagle claws
I want to be freed in the chain that piercing my wings
I want to be freed in cage of fate
I want to change my fate and future
I want...I want...
I'm not saying that all my dreams will happened
But I'm seeking and begging for a chance
To prove my self, if it's for me or not
If my dreams is also a God's will
If not...I will never insist
Don't think I'm ridiculous
Don't think I'm wasting my time
Don't belittle on me
Because I will feel also
That makes my confidence fade away little by little
I'm not ridiculous nor loose my mind
I'm just desperate
To try out many things
To find the things that makes me feel belong
To discover, learn and make
I have alot of dreams, talent...
...that need to Cultivate
But everything being blocked
Because some think it's not for me
But I want to try out before to believe
Please don't imprisoned me
Because my desire is fierying inside of my heart
Waiting and Praying
That hoping one day...
That their decision will change, and didn't block my way, instead guide me.
Guide me into the path I choose to be
Don't judge me nor lead to the path you all want
I need a guidance not a controller
To become a better person to live in this world
That's what I want you to to know
Don't imprisoned me to your plans
I'm not a bird to keep in the cage nor a diamond to hide
If I'm a bird I need to be freed on the cage, if I'm a diamond you don't need to hide because it never shine in the dark
That's what I want you to know
If my dreams is not for me
It means it's really a God's will
But I never yet tried anything, so always insisting
Even if you think I'm ridiculous nor loosing my mind.
If it's not for me, I'll promise that I'll never dreaming of it or to be...
But now I'm thinking a way or step
To chasing my dreams
Finding a way
Praying to give a chance
If I have I will eagerly do my best to become an A lister in a shortest time.
[Do you know my dream is?
Shhhhhhhhhhttttttttt!
To become an actress one day
But my mother and one of my grandma against on it
So they stopped me but I still dreaming to be...praying till the right time comes.
If it's for me; it is really for me
If not...
I will never complain
Instead I will accepting the fact
I will ask God to lead me in the right path were I will belongs to be, I mean is his will.]