As she was kissing my neck, I began to massage around the clitoris. I could sense her moving her hips. Her face could not hide her excitement. I continued to move both my fingers around, her juices moistened the zone, her clitoris sometimes slipped out the skin that protected it, when that happened she would make a little sound . The absolute silence the house contained made the sounds feel like screams. I began to slowly get my fingers inside her. The slippery feeling in my fingers made me shiver. I began then to thrust faster. She was breathing heavily into my ear. Her arms which were holding me tightly began to lower from the waist. She wanted to feel me, and I was all for it. Her hands were cold, she introduced her hands in my underwear. Her hips moved faster.
My thoughts were storming, her willingness to be dragged down with me seemed too innocent. She did not know of the looks she was on the way to receive, and that was partly my fault.
I had painted our situation with pink and called it love, but "love" does not wash off our sins.
At the verge of her orgasm, her lips formed that word that does not describe the calamity in which we wallowed.
_I love you_ her breath got in the way.
Silence buried her intentions. I cannot return such statement, doing so would only make matters worse. With some luck, she would realize it was a mistake to love me.
Laying in the sofa with her on top of me I looked away.
I felt the dead coldness of her fingers creep around my stomach.
_ Would you please..
_Ah yeah, I should move..right?
_ yeah.
I stood up and grabbed the keys for the hen house. She remained sitting in the sofa. I walked out the house and noticed Little Lillie's head laying on her knee looking downwards. The dim light that the interior of the van shared was enough to find the right place to step on.
With the lamp on my hands I approached the house where Rosette was still in. Sitting still as she was when I left, probably evaluating what a piece of shit I am.
_ Get up, we are leaving.
_mhhm..
I walked as I could up the hill towards the truck with the lamps on my hands. Rosette was behind me.
Inside the truck the smell of nail polish was suffocating.
_Were you painting your nails?
_ You were taking way too long, and I found those in the glove compartment.
_mhm..It smells like shit
_You smell like shit!
_ Damn, Language!
_ FUCK OFF
_ You know... I didn't expect anything in return, I was being sincere, I do lo..
_ That's enough.
_I know you don't share the feeling
_What do YOU know!
_ I should walk home from here..
_ Off you go then
_ Are you sure Rose? It seems pretty dark, We could take you.
_ Nah, I will be fine, the smell is really getting to me you know.
_ Nari could just lower the windows, right?
_ led her go if she wants.
_ But we got her out of her house
_Lillie!
_ YOU ARE MEAN!
_ Learn to get over it