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Chapter 12 - Chapter 11: Regrets

Stay with Me by Sam Smith

Kisha's Pov

It was a 30 minute ride from Santa Monica to his house. He parked his car in the garage and I rushed to my room

As I got to my room I saw a picture of us. That was taken on our first Monthsary. It was my happiest day of my life because for the first time I was loved.

This time I will do everything to get him back

Auster's Pov

"Kisha please open up"I said to her

"Go Away!"she said angrily

"look Im sorry if I hurt you but please talk to me"I beg.

She was silent that time until I heard footsteps towards the door. Until she opened up

"Im sorry if I hurt you Kisha. I never want that to happen"I said

She wasn't speaking

"please speak because its dreading me. My conscience is disturbed if I saw you crying-"I said but she interrupt me

"We can talk if you have another case of beer. If you have, we can talk"she said blankly

"well I have those in my bar but-"she cuts me again

"no buts"she said stubbornly as she pulls me to the bar

"I'll get some ice and cups. You get the beer then go back to my room"she said getting the some cups and ice and rushing to her room

Why Beer? I asked myself

I carried the case of beer to her room

"hey Kisha. What will you do with these? Aren't you not supposed to drink beer?"I ask

"we will drink those and don't worry about me Im used to it"she said giving me a cup

"you sure?"I ask again as she nodded

I almost drank the half of the case while Kisha is having only a bottle

"I noticed that you weren't drinking enough. Are you trying to make me drunk? Well that won't work to me"I said

She was silent. I guess she's drunk because she's not used to drink beers.

"your drunk"I said as she hiccuped

"no Im not"she said trying to stand strait but she sat down again

"come on lets sleep"I said assisting her to stand

"can I sleep with you tonight please"she said in a puppy eye

"just don't push me off my bed"I said

We walk through the hallway silently. And we are infront of my room

"you'll take the bed I'll sleep on the floor"I said to her

We walked in and she shut the door and started walking towards me

"W-what are you doing Annie?"I asked her as she came closer seductively

"Im just gonna try something"as she removed her jacket. I walk backwards away from her and I reached my bed

"Kiss me"she said seducing me

She kissed me and we stumble on my bed.

"stop this Kisha"I said breaking the kiss

"no I won't"she said as she kissed me again. Lust filling me already. I kissed back

She started to remove her clothes until she was only wearing her shirt. I stopped there

"why are you stopping? Don't you like me?"she said frowning

"its just....not right"I said

"just be with me tonight"she said sitting on top of me removing her shirt. I now see her bare pale body

"stop it Kisha"I said sitting up making her fall in my bed

"stay with me"she said and kissed me passionately. Her seductiveness has been my weakness eversince we met.

She grab my hand and put it on her breasts. I said her to stop.

"lets stop now I know I had hurt you before. But I can't hurt Mai"I said while we are panting for air

"I know, its just that I love you so much Auster"She said as she hugged me tightly and sang softly

"Guess it's true, I'm not good at a one-night stand

But I still need love 'cause I'm just a girl

These night never seem to go to plan

I don't want you to leave, will you hold my hand?"She sang softly as she stood up and get her dress

"Oh, won't you stay with me?

'Cause you're all I need

This ain't love it's clear to see

But darling, stay with me"she said looking to me

"Why am I so emotional?

No it's not a good look, gain some self control

And deep down I know this never works

But you can lay with me so it doesn't hurt"she said putting on her pants and shirt

"Oh, won't you stay with me?

'Cause you're all I need

This ain't love it's clear to see

But darling, stay with me"she sat beside me and put her head on my shoulder

"Oh, won't you stay with me?

'Cause you're all I need

This ain't love it's clear to see

But darling, stay with me"she ended the song as a tear escaped her eyes

"I know that you love me Kisha. And I know that I made a mistake before. I hope you forgive me"I said holding her hands

We were like that in a minute until someone opened the door. It was Maiah.

"ugh... I heard you two arrived a couple of minutes ago so I have prepared tea and coffee down stairs."She said