I woke up in a room, I had been in not too long ago. Fuck, you're kidding me.
"Morning. I had to carry you all the way here with the help of Sakura and Kiu." Jinyoung sighed who was sitting on the bed beside me, with his phone.
"You slept on the same bed?!" I asked him.
"Yeah. Sorry. It got too lonely to sleep alone"
"Y-You-" I couldn't say anything about it because it was his house anyways. I let my guard down again. I'm seriously an idiot even though I must have said it a thousand times. I hit my forehead, forcefully.
"What are you doing?" he stared at me.
"Nothing"
"I think the coke got to you yesterday. That girl must have mixed something to make you feel sleepy."
"Why did you bring me here even though Sakura was there to bring me to my room?"
"I insisted that I bring you here. It would be too hard for her. But she agreed on my decision pretty satisfied." What the- She literally let a stranger to bring me to his home? Plus, why isn't Jinyoung being like the usual pervy self?
"Sorry and thank y- Ow"
"Yow?" he asked.
"Ahh-" I held onto my stomach.
"It hurts? Is today the date for you?" he asked me frankly. Of course. He's fucked many. Asking this, is nothing to him.
"Hn-" I groaned. "No- I- think." I blushed, covering my face. Christ, I need to be more strong. I can't be vulnerable. I started to curse myself. I needed to get going. I got up.
"Yuna- I think you should stay. You might have your periods any minute. Do you need anything?" This guy doesn't really understand how embarrassing it makes me feel.
"I-I'm alright. It can't be today anyway." I walked towards the bedroom door. He followed behind me and snaked his hands around my waist, giving me a back hug.
"Yuna- Don't go-" he turned me around and kissed me before I could do anything else. His soft lips asked me to kiss back. I couldn't decide on anything in the moment. I didn't know what to do. If I kiss him- if I just kiss him- what could happen?
I pressed my lips against his and our lips moved with sync. My heart was thudding out of my chest. My stomach hurt a lot more than before but I didn't care. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He pulled in my head more closer, his tongue asking for an entrance into my mouth. I allowed him and we kissed slowly and passionately.
I was out of breathe, so I pulled back. He wanted to kiss more but I took a step back.
"Sorry-" he said.
"Sorry? Would you have said it a few days back?"
"I wouldn't have." He turned around and sat in front of me, on the bed. "I think I'm falling for you."
"You- You're kidding me?" I turned around and reached for the door knob.
"Yuna darling? Why did you kiss me back? You already knew I was falling for you." I stopped myself.
"I-" I paused. "I don't have an answer to that yet." I dropped my head down.
"Yet?- If you find the answer, it's going to be that you have fallen for me too, isn't that right?"
"I said I don't know why."
He got up and walked towards me.
"Darling. You think you don't know. But your heart knows." He hugged me from behind, kissing the nape of my neck, giving me a shiver. I jerked at his hot breathe falling on my neck. "Were you scared of me when you kissed me unlike now? Is it because you're scared of the truth? Tell me why you're afraid of it."
I didn't answer. "Hm?" he waited.
"I don't understand why too. You- I don't understand why you're a pervert at times, why you're nice to me at times, why you act so cold, why? Why do you tell me you like me when I know you are a player?"
"So that's what this is about? All because Jun told you I'm a player?"
"This isn't about Jun at all."
"Yes it is."
"Christ. You're seriously-"
"Fine. I'll show you what a player is-" he opened the door behind me, and went outside, slamming the door closed.
Jinyoung is seriously unbelievable. I left his house as soon as he left the room. I walked to my class with Sakura in the evening. I told her that I left the house as soon as I woke up. I didn't want to upset her with my problems.
We met Shinhye who was Sakura's other close friend. She ran towards Sakura who was waiting for her.
"Sakuraaaaaaa!!!!"
"Yes yes! What's wrong?"
"Sakuraaa! A guy confessed to me! Jesus Christ!"
"What?!!! You accepted?!"
"YES OBVIOUSLY! Ohmy god! I'd die for him. We're seriously hardcore in love"
"You HAVE TO INTRODUCE ME TO HIM"
"NO. IM NOT LETTING YOU STEAL HIM AWAY"
"I'm so jealous." She covered her face. "But oKAY! Listen! This is Yuna. The girl I told you about. Yuna, this is Shinhye"
"Heyy"I said.
"Heyyyy."
"Wish you were in the same block as us." Sakura said.
"Ahhh don't remind me. I'm sad and jealous now. I gotta go!"
"What?! So soon?"
"I GOTTA CATCH UP WITH MY BOYFRIEND!" she exaggerated. She ran away towards Jinyoung who had just come. You're kidding me.
"Seriously. Yuna. Tell me he's kidding us." Sakura muttered. I walked away towards the Physics building, without any reaction.
"Ah! Yuna-chan!" she caught up with me. "Are you okay?"
"Of course I am. Why would I not be?"
"But Yuna-chan-"
"I wasn't in love with him from the start"
"Yuna- I'm sorry if I made you forced you to come yesterday." She looked down.
"Noooo! It's fine! I wasn't bothered by it at all. I would have had nothing to do if I was in my room." I hugged her. I knew she wanted to ask me about what happened between us yesterday when we were alone.
I found Jinyoung and Shinhye sitting together, flirting with each other. I wasn't jealous at all. I could at least have some peace while studying now. Jun sent me a message.
Jun: free at 7?
Me: Yeah
Jun: lets go out for dinner
Me: Okay
Sakura was upset the whole time. I kept telling her it was alright but she wouldn't listen. I had a few doubts so I decided on asking the professor after class. It was 6:40 pm by the time I left the empty room. I had asked Sakura to go without me and she left for her room with her friends.
I walked down the hallway and left the building soon. I had 20 minutes to waste until Jun comes. I trudged down the stony steps leading to a park under the trees, pitch black. There I found two people making out under a tree. It was Shinhye and Jinyoung.