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Chapter 19 - Teen Idle by Marina

I wanna be a bottle blonde

I don't know why but I feel conned

I wanna be an idle teen

I wish I hadn't been so clean

I wanna stay inside all day

I want the world to go away

I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake

I wanna be a real fake

Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle

Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title

Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible

Feeling super, super, super suicidal

The wasted years, the wasted youth

The pretty lies, the ugly truth

And the day has come where I have died

Only to find, I've come alive

I wanna be a virgin pure

A twenty-first century whore

I want back my virginity

So I can feel infinity

I wanna drink until I ache

I wanna make a big mistake

I want blood, guts, and angel cake

I'm gonna puke it anyway

Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle

Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title

Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible

Feeling super, super, super suicidal

The wasted years, the wasted youth

The pretty lies, the ugly truth

And the day has come where I have died

Only to find, I've come alive

Come alive, I've come alive

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh

I wish I wasn't such a narcissist

I wish I didn't really kiss

The mirror when I'm on my own

Oh God, I'm gonna die alone

Adolescence didn't make sense

A little loss of innocence

The ugliness of being a fool

Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?

Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle

Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title

Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible

Feeling super, super, super suicidal

The wasted years, the wasted youth

The pretty lies, the ugly truth

And the day has come where I have died

Only to find, I've come alive

Only to find, I've come alive

Only to find, I've come alive

All our lives

(Feeling super, super, super)

(Feeling super, super, super)

(Feeling super, super, super)

All our lives