CADENCE P.O.V
It was slightly hurt in my heart when I reached my desk in the office. We never talked all the way to the company as we reached inside the building.
It hurts to say those words to him to forget the past because past is past. However, I have to do it because it is not right for us to be in bad terms since he is my boss. I lied if what I say past is past.
My past is where my two kids conceived. My present is where they are now. My future is still with them. Our memories will always be part of my life.
I know when I saw him again and knowing he is one of the Davies heirs we can never be together. I was just his past that should leave at it.
As for my kids, well only time can tell. As for now it is not the right time. I do not want him to love me because we have children.
I have to act as his real secretary our personal conflict was out in the corner so it should not be affected to it.
I came home a little bit late because I dropped off first to the cake shop to buy for my two kittens. They love eating Mango cake. And I promised to them that I would get them after work.
A noisy heard, as I entered our living room area. They were sitting in the couch watching cartoons. They seem not to notice me when I arrived. I slowly walk towards them and cover my body to the tv in front of them.
"Where are my kids, I have not seen them? Are they here?" I say as I turned my heads around.
"Mommmy…." They were both growling. Knowing that they cannot see what they were watching. Then Cady saw something in my hand.
"Mommy, what is that?" She said, pointing with excitement.
"Well, I bought something delicious but I guess I will give this to nanny." I teased them.
"No… we are here. We are here." Jaxon exclaimed and I laughed.
They paused the movie they were watching and followed me to the dining room.
"Well, I guess I have my kids back since they are busy with other things than seeing Mommy." I pouted.
"Sorry, Mommy, I love you." Jaxon said then hugged me.
"Sorry Mommy." Cady said then hugged me too. Two of them were so sweet and lovable.
"Okay you two are forgiven but do not do it again. Mommy will be sad to see you guys more focus on something and ignoring mommy." I said in a sad voice.
"Thank you, Mommy, I love you." They both said.
I smiled as I glance at them. They were waiting for me. They loved Mango Cake. They got it from their dad. I sliced the cake then gave each one.
I saw how happy they were eating the cake. If only they knew that I saw their father again.
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We maintained boss / secretary relationship for months now when he started as CEO in the company. I still feel that he is checking out on me whenever I was not looking, I can feel it.
Not just him to be honest, I still peeked secretly at him without being caught. How could I not when he was so handsome in my eyes every day.
He was fully focus on running their business and I am happy to see him that. He changed a lot from being a womanizer from high school to a CEO. He is one of the known business empires in the country.
I still did not have the guts to tell him about the kids. I am not ready yet and I think he might freak out if he knows they exist.
Thursday morning; I got a call from the reception area that someone was looking for the CEO saying she is the girlfriend. My heart stopped after hearing it. I thought I misheard so I asked again.
"What did you just say?" I asked through the other line again.
"Ms. Cad, she said that she wants to see Mr. Jaron Davies. And she is his girlfriend, her name is Samantha Blake." She replied.
'Gosh! I did hear it right. Jaron has a girlfriend.'
I called his line. "Yes, Cad." –Jaron
"Boss, there is a woman in the lobby looking for you. Sh-she said she is your girlfriend. Samantha Blake." My voice is obviously not normal when I say that.
"Okay, send her up." Then the line cut.
My hands were trembling as I was still holding the phone. I pressed the reception number. "Okay, let her come up. Thank you." I said acted calmly.
My mind was blank, knowing it. For so many years we were not together. He has someone he seriously loves. I should have known, with his statue and looks I should have known.
A woman walk towards me is definitely a beauty. A waist that every man love, busts that every woman dream of to have. A height of a model that could any person loves that. I knocked his office and heard him come in.
I opened the door widely Jaron stood up. I let his girlfriend stepped inside. The woman clings to his neck immediately as soon as she saw him. I looked down as I close the door.
I go straight to the restroom in mini kitchen. I looked at myself at the mirror. My tears suddenly drop from my eyes. I could not control it. It was really flowing. I stayed there for a few minutes to calm down myself.
My phone vibrates then I saw his name calling me. I closed my eyes then act normal when I pressed answer.
"Hello boss." I said in a calm tone.
"Where are you?" He asked.
"I am having some errands Boss. Why? Do you need something?" I asked.
"No, I will go out and won't be back." He told me. "See you tomorrow."
"Okay, boss, copy." I was relieved to hear that I will not see them.
I saw them walking out from the office while I was in the mini kitchen windows. Luckily, tinted glass not seen from the outside.
I do not want him to see me like this. My eyes were a little bit swollen and red. I do not like it if he will notice me that I cried a while ago. He looked at my desk as he passed by.
I should stop whatever feelings I have for him. It is not good for me and my kids. I have to erase whatever I have for him. I should move on since I have my kids with me. That is the most important thing in my life right now.
I went back to my desk and focus on my work.