Once my body returned to normal I began to wonder why I had done this. It had been phenomenal no doubt but I was just supposed to make this bond to survive not to get attached, and I was definitely getting attached. Killian had shown me many differnt sides of himself and I was more than intrigued. Part of me wondered if this was my disire to be loved and settle down making me jump into this, or if this might actually be real. another part didnt care telling me to shut up and enjoy myself.
Killian smiled at me bending down to kiss me once more. A soft sigh escapes my lips as I enjoy the mixing of our tungs. The flavor of his mouth, cinnamon and chocolate, delightfully sparking my arousal again. Before I could act on it I noticed his eyes regaining some of their normal grey prompting me to ask," your eyes, what do the changing colors mean?"
Yellow sparked through them quickly as the corners of his mouth turned up gently in a small smile, " depends on the color... for a demon black is anger or meaning our demon form is being released. blue is sarrow or pain. yellow happiness or content."
"what about gold or red?" I asked curious about it being I only saw if he was looking at me and only recently.
"Red is lust or passion..." his face grew more serious before he continued," Gold is a rarer color to see... why do you ask?"
My face flushed, "I saw it earlier when we were...uh...." I trailed off clearing me throat embarassed about being unable to finish the sentance my inexperiance in this area showing.
"Making love?" Killian supplied with a mischevious grin, " This wouldn't have been you first time, would it, love?"
"Yes" I snapped crossing my arms over my naked chest frustrated that I was this inexperienced and easily embarrassed; and that he seemed to enjoy teasing me about it.
"Aw come now, love, I'm only teasing." he says with a soft chuckle as his hand cups my cheek thumb tracing over my cheekbone in a soft caress " Gold can mean the development strong feelings, or love. or if accompanied by a gold aura..."
"like seeing gold all around you?" I interrupted to ask suddenly on edge desperately needing a full answer.
"Well yes I guess it could be described that way..." he trailed off giving me a strange look "Did you see this earlier?"
" yyyeeess...." I forced out nervous by the sudden intensity of his gaze. I wondered briefly why he was so interested making me more interested in the golden eyes with a gold aura ment.
Killian eyes began to mix with yellow and gold swirling togther as though battiling to win full posseion of his eyes. His face erupted into the biggest smile I had seen yet. His lips crash into mine in a passion filled kiss that begged me to respond and I did. Our tungs battling for domanince as my fingers found themselves in his hair once more.
My bare breasts grazing his muscular chest as my back arched from the pleasurable tingles his hands left as they trailed down my sides to my hips. One hand continues down pulling my knee up and around him so our hips align. I can feel him hardening again. pushing his chest I turn us over so im sitting over in his lap. I trail kisses across his angular jaw to his ear gently niping with my teeth as I go bring a pained groan from him as he pushes his hips up to meet mine eagerly.
I pull back to meet his red rimmed eyes as what we were talking about returns to my mind and my curiosity out weighs my desire, "Wait you never told me what it means!"
Killian runs a hand thru his hair and smiles sheepishly, "perhaps we should get cleaned up and dressed for the meeting with the vampires first...then we can talk about it more." he says the last quickly as a frown forms on my face.
"I suppose your right." I concede after a moment. I look at the clock on the bed side we only have one hour left! "damn I'm not going to have time for hair AND make up especially since I need to get another shower."
"Wait a full shower will wash my sent off you allowing more of yours thru. Come here." Killian says thoughtfully. I step closer as he puts his hands up at head level. I feel a tingling sensation similar to when I shift. I can feel my hair has changed and I feel as though I just steped out of the shower again. "There now all we have to do is get dressed."
"I thought you didnt want to use your demon magic."
"I will do anything to keep you safe love. besides a simple cleaning spell wont drain much of my energy anyway." he says with a smile as he buttons his pants up. looking unbelievably handsome with his still shirtless chest and kiss swollen lips.
I head to bathroom with my dress. looking in t he mirror i style my hair beautifully with braided peices pulled back and twisting beautifully into a small bun while half my hair falls in soft curls. Killian had done my makeup with the cleaning spell. It is simple yet stunning the smokey grey eyeshadow around my eyes and light coat of mascara on my long lashes making my eyes stand out even with my contacts in to turn my glowing blue into just blue in. A tinted balm on my lips darkining them a shade. I was impressed. Killian already knew how I liked things.
My dress was beautiful, form fitting until my hips the flowing out in thin layers down to the floor to creat a look of airiness about it that I loved.
Killian came up behind me his hair messy and his white shirt still unbuttoned showing a light dusting of hair on his chest and a thin chain of a necklace around his neck. He looked unbelievablly sexy and I swollowed hard looking away from his heavy gaze thru the mirror.
"Here love," he said as he places a thin dimond necklace around my neck his fingers brushing the back my neck as he fasentens it leaving a wonderful heat behind.
"Thanks Killian," I say softly choosing not to comment that he's gone back to calling me love instead of Lena again having decided that I find it charming instead of annoying now. "So you were going to tell me what your eyes turning gold means and about the gold aura I saw?"
as he sat next to me. "The gold aura you saw is so rare it can be hard to explain... it means a strong connection. The closest example I could give is the werewolf mate bond."
"So we are soul mates then?" I interrupted to ask.
"I guess you could call it that. its more that were were destined to bond but we found our perfect bond. meaning I cant bond with another the way I have to you, and the bond we have is now considered a marriage bond."
"Does that mean I can only bond with you as well?" I asked nervously. The prophecy showed to survive I would have to bond with all of them.
"No, just the demon in the bond has those restrictions. You can still bond with the others as your prophecy demanded our bond will just be very strong." he stated. He leaned forward his hands going through his hair as he hesitated a moment before continuing, "There is another part to the gold aura..."
"oh?" I said curious and a bit concerned aimce he seemed so reluctant to tell me.
"Well, with the type of bond we have made the gold aura means I am no longer sterile... but only with you." he looked up at me then uncertainty clear on his face, " meaning you and I would be able to have children..."
As what Killian said sunk in my face paled. Demons were supposed to be unable to have children except with other bonded demons. At least that's what i had thought when we had sex.
"I'm sorry." Killian said his eyes edging into a deep blue. "I didn't think we would bond that way or I would have protected you, and warned you... shit, I'm so sorry Lena I didn't think..."
"No it's fine I should have made sure" I said knowing i was to blame too for getting lost in the passion and not making sure that demons couldnt reproduce. suddenly panicked the full repereussions of what could be hit me and I quickly continued, " Shit, you dont think anything happened right you dont think I could be... you know?"
Just as Killian was about to answer there was a knock on the door. putting a gentle hand on my cheek he said, "We'll talk about this after the vampire ball tonight, I promise, but thats our signal to come down to the ball room and we're some of the last to arrive we decided you shouldnt be the actual last so we have to hurry."
I nodded in understanding pushing this to the back of my mind. I needed to survive this night then I could worry about the possibility of having a Killian's baby and what that would mean if I were.