One word at a time

Well their is a lot on my mind I'm not the best but I'm gonna be writing about my life with my gf I'm in high school and we've been together since middle school. Let's just say I've been on thin ice the whole relationship I couldn't be to kind or to mean sorta a middle,for example I use to be cold all the time until I became well human nice to a point. Out of nowhere but I'm not a push over it's just I use to hate everyone and the I realized the beauty in everything the air in my face the blue sky's other people just the smells of random things. I was happy I smiled I got good grades I was dressing better and acting better and we didn't speak much at first but we got comfortable after a little bit but that's how it started...