Chapter 1081: the world was spinning.
"cai ning..." su ran qing was a little nervous. this was not the first time he had confessed to shi cai ning, but he had decided to leave. at that moment, he could not bear it anymore. he was unwilling!
He wanted to confess, and he hoped that cai ning would give him a chance.
"vegetative state... there are very few chances to wake up. cai ning, have you really thought it through?" su ran qing looked at her seriously. before he could finish the second half of his sentence, shi cai ning nodded and interrupted him.
"yes, whether he wakes up or not, i won't leave him. in the future... i won't meet another person who moves me, because my heart is already in his body." shi cai ning looked at the distant blue sky. "do you know? after cheng nan passed away, i once thought of committing suicide."
Su ran qing sat there in a daze, unable to say anything else.
In order to save her, qiao cheng nan sacrificed his life, but he became the person that shi cai ning would never forget.
"if it wasn't for gu kuangen, i think i would still be in hell right now. you wouldn't have found me, you wouldn't have met me..." shi cai ning said softly, "i would have always been the chef in the restaurant, shi cai ning, or the one who carried the pots, or did the work that was considered very low-class by others..."
Su ran qing's entire body trembled, and his heart clenched tightly.
That's right, when gu kuangen had not found her, didn't he, su ran qing, not meet her as well? even if he had met her, he would not be interested in an ordinary waiter or chef.
"so... renqing, i know what you're thinking, but i won't accept you. in order to get rid of your thoughts, in the future... we should not meet. i know you're in pain, you've lost a lot of weight..."
Before shi cai ning could finish her sentence, su renqing hurriedly interrupted her, "that's not it! i... i only lost so much weight because i stayed up late writing music for a period of time!"
Shi cai ning smiled faintly, like a green lotus, her eyes clear, "you don't have to defend yourself, brother renqing, i know what you're thinking. i'm not blind!"
Su ruo qing's face flushed red as he uneasily lowered his head. "ruo ning, if love could be freely controlled by humans, i would indeed not be in such pain. if i could say that i don't like you, then i would be able to live a carefree life. but... there's no need for you to cut ties with me, because i'll be leaving here tomorrow."
Shi cai ning was extremely shocked. "you're leaving?"
"yes, that's why i came to say goodbye to you. in the future... you must take care of yourself!" su renqing stood up. even his ears were red from the heat, making him feel awkward.
Initially, he was unwilling and wanted to confess again, but he still failed.
She had made up her mind, and he didn't want to make things difficult for her anymore.
"well, i wish you all the best!" shi cai ning smiled. "also, i didn't expect you to appear last time. actually, it was so dangerous at that time. i still don't want you to take the risk."
Su ran qing chuckled. "don't take it to heart. cheng chuan can eat medicine and become mute. so what if i appear? isn't he fine now?"
Shi cai ning was extremely grateful. after all, zhao leng chen had not been ideal back then. if something happened, everyone could lose their lives.
However, su ran qing still showed up regardless of anything.
He knew that there were tigers in the mountains, so he was biased towards hiking in the mountains. if he didn't like her, why would he do this?
"after all, zhao lengchen is my fan. if i were to appear at the scene, his attention would be diverted a little," su renqing said.
"thank you, brother renqing!" shi cai ning thanked him again. she stood up and was about to send su renqing down the stairs when she felt the entire world spinning. all the power seemed to have been sucked out of her, and her mind instantly went fuzzy.