I don't know
Why do I feel so weak why am I so lonely even tho I have my friends and my circle why do I sometimes cry with a reason which I'm not sure why can I not understand my feelings my own thoughts and the thinks I want why the fuck do I cry I feel so empty I need Kunst one thing but how can I be sure what kind of a tonic it is when I'm not sure of myself when I'm not aware of myself I just hat this feeling it makes me down it hurts inside of me even tho I'm smiling with them even tho I show my happy and my funny smiling face in front of them the more they say you look so happy how can you laugh about anything in this situation do you actually know my inner feelings my voice which is screaming inside of me no you don't I do know all of them but still so you think I know how all of this started ? Do you know how it feels like not knowing your own feelings ? But when you tell them your own feelings that you don't understand how would you want them to answer you? Are you just running away with those feelings chasing you? I feel hurt but not from another person, no the person who hurt me was myself. I hurt myself while running away from my own mistakes from my own feelings from my own dreams I wanted to Archiv. So please Tell me how can I help myself now ? How can another person, outside my body help me ? Yeah, think about these sentences, think about them deeply ....