He rinses his feet then proceed to walk through the hotel to the elevators all while having me over his shoulder like a sack of flour.
"Umm, you can put me down now," I say to him when we get on the elevator.
"I'm sorry did you say something," he says feigning deafness.
"Kai, I want to get down," I say to him in a soft voice.
"I'll think about it," he replies.
"Please," I plead trying to keep my head up so the blood can flow in the other direction instead of to my head.
"Wrap your legs around my waist, your feet aren't clean and you don't have on any shoes," he says and I immediately comply.
"I'm sorry for laughing at you Kai," I say in my best pitiful voice.
"I'll think about forgiving you," he says as the elevator stops and he carries out and to the room.
"Think about it? It was funny you have to admit besides I was just trying to lighten the mood," I say as he opens the door to our suite.
"Alright, I'll let you off this time," he says with a smile shaking his head.
"See, I knew you loved me," I say squeezing his neck and kissing his cheek as he walks into the bathroom.
"Mm hmm," he hums as he places me on the bathroom sink.
"I'm really sorry, I just wanted to make you happy even if it was for a little while," I say taking his face in my hands.
"I told you that I am happy, I just had something cross my mind for a moment. Thank you for noticing and giving me a pep talk then trying to change my mood with your antics. I'll let it go if you give me a kiss," he says with a mischievous smile.
"Okay," I reply and kiss his cheek once more with a smile.
"More," he says and I playfully roll my eyes and kiss his other cheek.
"Is that good," I say biting my lip.
"Like this," he says grabbing my chin and kissing me slow and steady.
His slow and steady kiss builds to something more and between his kiss and the alcohol flowing throughout my body I become heated with anticipation. Just as I'm getting into it he pulls away.
"Aww," I pout poking my lips out and all.
"This is your punishment, now be good and let me help you to shower," he says leaning into my ear sending shivers down my spine and a blush across my face.
"Okay," is all that I manage to say as he softly licks and bites my ear lobe.
I bring a hand to my mouth to stifle my moan as his other hand caress my body through my dress. Just like his kiss before he stops abruptly and left me feeling bereft while he turned on the shower and began to get undressed. After stripping down to his underwear he comes over to me and help me out of my dress. His movements are gentle and caring yet they're setting my skin ablaze with his every touch. Finally, we get into the shower and again he caress and kiss me, but always stops short causing his every single touch to be more sensitive than the last.
When he has finally washed us up and gotten us out of the shower my skin is so sensitive to touch that I have to hold back my tears because I just want a release. I whimper as Mekhi moisturizes my body taking his slow sweet time.
"Kai," I say letting my tears water in my eyes and he looks over at me.
"What's the matter baby," he asks in a husky voice.
"Please Kai," I say taking a breath to steady myself.
"Yes baby," he says and presses his body against before kissing me.
He kisses me passionately as his knead and massage my body all the way to my aching center. He makes his way down to my neck before using a finger to relieve some of the tension that's been built up. Rocking to his rhythm I feel myself on the brink as he closes his mouth around my nipple while his free hand massage my other breast and he inserts a second finger. Feeling myself come apart under his skillful touch my back arches off the bed as I finally find my release. It rips through me so hard that I shudder and pant as I ride through it gripping the blanket beneath me.
"I'm sorry baby," Kai says as he scoops me up and hold me.
"Why were you doing that," I ask him trying to keep my eyes open as sleep is starting to set in.
"I just wanted you to feel the anticipation that I feel when you get close to me and suddenly pull away. Talking or joking about you leaving is not something that I take lightly especially knowing how deep my world is and you're not even on the brink of it. Yes, you've shown me through actions and words that you'll be with me but I'm still human and am allowed to feel a little insecure. The thought of getting to touch you, hold you, talk to you and be with you then suddenly losing it all doesn't sit right with me. This is also part of the reason why I haven't made love to you, I don't want to have a taste of you and you take it all away," he says revealing a vulnerable side of him that I haven't seen before.
"Kai, that's just mean! We are both human and that means that either of us could change our minds at any given time under any circumstance. I don't want you to hold out at the thought of missing me if I leave, we should cherish this time that we have together because there won't be another day exactly like today. I also don't want our relationship to be riddled with insecurities, we have to live for the moment that we're in as responsible as we can possibly be. Yes, making love is something that shouldn't be taken lightly however I am in love with you and you are in love with me. We are on the last night of our vacation and we are having a discussion about endless possibilities instead of you wrapping me in your arms and falling asleep with me or making love to me. I'm fine with either decision just no more talk about either one of us leaving, okay," I say blushing heavily at my suggestion while maintaining eye contact with him watching every one of his reactions play across his face.
"Hmm, I'm sorry baby for not being more considerate of your feelings and your urges. Being wrapped up in my own mind is costing you as well. Tonight, as much as I want to press your body beneath mine, I will hold you until we fall asleep. If that's alright with you," he says pulling me into his arms and wrapping me up in his embrace.
"It's alright with me," I sigh and snuggle into his embrace.
"Disappointed," he asks accurately reading my mind.
"A little," I nearly whisper.
"I'm sorry, soon love," he says into my ear and I drift off into a frustrated and restless sleep.